A bucket of light and darkness

Spread my wings and fly

I can't do this,

I can't stand the pain,

I can't seem to fake a laughter,

They all say that I'll go insane.

I tell them all I need is true friends,

But even in the dark they lie,

I try to tell them why I'm crying,

But no one ever seems to get why.

I can't stand the lying

Or the talking behind my back

I won't be the one who doesn't know,

'Cause I haven't lost track.

I see what they are doing,

They are trying to push me down,

But in the end indeed,

I will make a sound,

I will spread my wings,

And then it is their fault that I'm gone.