A bucket of light and darkness

Better without the pain

I wish you stood here with me,

I wish you could see what I see,

I wish every darkness would be gone at some point,

I wish you would be here, but you're all gone.

I wish my life was better without you,

I wish I could see you are better away,

I wish I could mean it when I say I don't want you,

I wish I didn't have to stay.

I wish it didn't hurt when I looked into you eyes,

I wish I didn't smile at you stupid lies,

I wish you understood all the things you made me feel,

I wish you could see what I am forced to see.

Cause it's you,

And only you.

Fuck you.