A bucket of light and darkness

Blinded

I feel so alone,

In this big, grown world,

I wonder how I survive,

Since I'm not so sure;

Whether I'm okay being all alone,

Whether I feel fine not writing any songs.

Or whether I am just dying inside,

While you are on the outside.

I think about the day when I first saw you smile,

The way I felt so happy, 'cause I thought you were mine,

But then I found reality as you snuck out of my mind,

And I knew I was wrong all this time.

I wonder how you played me through
all your games,

I wonder how I didn't saw it coming,
as you got fame,

I wonder how you felt,

I wonder how I feel,

Don't really know if I'm okay or if I'll ever be.

'Cause I didn't see it coming and I should've.