I AM IN LOVE WITH ZAYN'S GIRLFRIEND

Live while we're young

I met Nathan at the pub directly instead of him picking me up. I had to run some errands before l could reach the place.

When l saw him at the pub l was excited and nervous at the same time. Excited because l was finally out of my house, my boutique, my daily routine which had become a vicious cycle of boredom. Nervous because l didn't really have many new guy friends to go out with and l didnt know what to do and what to expect. Mostly everybody l knew knew Zayn very well too and it was almost like a family gathering rather than a friends get together. However, Zayn didn't know Nathan that well and so l have no idea how he would react to me going out with him.

I hadn't talked to Zayn much in the past week. He seemed really busy and whenever he called it was short and curt. I was trying very hard not to fixate on that.

Anyhow seeing Nathan there l was again reminded that he was an attractive guy. Every girl around had eyes on him but he seem to have eyes only for me as soon as l walked in. That felt good.

At the pub we drank to our hearts content. My way of forgetting whatever the hell was going on in my life and l guess Nathan drank just to accompany me.

Later we took a cab and reached my home. I invited in him not wanting the evening to end. That's when the evening actually begin.

We were really intoxicated, high on life but at the same time extremely exhausted. So l sat on the couch while Nathan sat on the floor, taking the support of the couch. I knew l would not be able to hold my body upright for a long time.

"What do you think? Are we being pulled down by gravity towards the Earth or somethings is pushing us towards the Earth?", l ask randomly. Thinking back l feel so stupid. I was so drunk.
He laughed, " Why the hell would you think that?"
I couldn't help but laugh too," l don't know.. Just starting a conversation."

And that's how it started. For the next few hours we talked about everything under the sun. Topics ranged from where we had grown up, about our family and school to who do we think will be the next addition in the Kardashian family. We explored each other not physically but through our words and thoughts. And that was so much better. For now atleast.

I don't remember talking about so many various things with Zayn. We hardly had time together which we spent talking, making out, going out, all in all, very judiciously. Thus, we never got an opportunity to let loose and talk about every silly thing and that's what l loved about Nathan, even when I was talking about something insignificant he listened and commented as if we were discussing our political views. I enjoyed the attention. I craved the attention.

I never realised when we fell asleep in our respective positions. I was tired and after a long time l slept with a smile on my face.