Tara-rose pov
The car jeorny was in silence even though it was only 10 muinits it felt like for ever. The only noise I couktd here was my tears falling down. "Do you want me to do anything once we get in?" Dad asked as he parked on the drive. "I just want to sleep. I'll unpack tomorrow" I awnserd. "Corse. The rest of your things are comeing over tomorrow" he awnserd and i nodded getting out of the car.
Ryan pov
It was getting late and i walked into her room. "Heard of nocking!" She snapped. "Sorry" I replyed. "How come your up so late?" I questioned. "I have insomnia cus of my anxiety. I've only told you about 1000 times. I can't sleep at the best if times and clearly this isn't the best if times" she snapped as I sat down. "Theres loads I don't know about you. Mainly I just forget. I'm not a perfect dad and its going to ge hard but I want you to be happy here" I told her.
"HAPPY. MUMS DEAD. HOW DO YOU EVER EXPECT ME TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!" She shouted. "Look I know it's hard. I had two friends that died. And its the worst but...things get better" I awnserd. "Get better. LOOK AT YOUR LIFE. ITS HARDLY GOT BETTER! She shouted. "If your going to speak like that I'll leave" I awnserd. "Fine. I don't want you anyway, it just sounded Better them beeing pushed though the care system. I mean look what it did to you !" she snapped as I walked off.
She never used to be like that. But when she was in 8 she was bullied realy badly when a new girl cane and her attertude started after with her anxity. I guess it as her unhealthy way of dealing with what had happened. I'd never seen her quite this bad but then again her mum had died so course she would be. I loved her more then anything I realy did but I didn't know how I would cope. But then again tee had wanted me in her life so badly. So had I but she believed I could do it. So I couldn't give up. For tee.
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