Tara-rise pov
"Hey Arial" I said walking out of my room down to breakfast. I had had a long think. It was time to move on. I'd got into such a rut and i needed to changed. "Tara-rose" Mike called as I cane downstairs in my uniform. Usualy I wouldn't come down for breakfast then refuse to go school. 'Yer" I said smileing. "Rita is going to be here in 30, so make sure you get your breakfast quick "he told me and i nodded.
"Look I just want to have a fresh start. I had a long think last night and i havnt been me since...well I'm going to change anyeay" I told Rita. "Ok. But if not the place at the behaviour school will be open" she said and i nodded.
***school***
As soon as I walked into school I went to look for holly. I found her with a groupe of friends I didn't recognise. "Hey holly I wants to say sorry about last night" I told her. "Like daughter like dad" an older boy snapped. "You told them!" I exclaimed and she nodded as i walked out of school. I couldn't be here right now.
Mums grave was about 1 houer away but I knew the way. Once I got there I stood for a bit and just spoke to her. "I don't know if you can hear this. I don't know if you see me. If you look at the mess ive become. I dint know who i am any more. I want you back. I need you back. I stood talking to here and adevtusky got tierd. So despit hating sitting in the floor i lay down my coat and sat and carrie on talking to her till I fell asleep.
"Tara-rose" I heard someone say. "One more muinit mum" I mumbled still half asleep. "It's mike" he said as I opens my eyes looking round. "You fell asleep next to your mum's grave" he told me as I sat up wiping my self realising I had been on the floor !
"Do you want to tell me what happend at school?" He asked. "My new attertude didn't go well" I replyed. "When you upset people it can take more then an apologie to make It better" he replyed. "Yer well...what's the point." I awnserd. "Going though life is what everyone has to do. Going though life alone is a lot harder and less fun" he awnserd. "And who have i got" I snapped. "You could have everyone back at ashdeen" he awnserd. "No. There I my family. Mum is-was. And dad at that" I replyed. "They can be your family to" he awnserd. "But I don't want them to be. I'd rather be alone then where I don't belong" I awnserd gettong up and getting ready to leave.
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