Outlasting Bitterness

The following chapters will be a preview of Louise's POV on her last year in high school. How she ended up hating Parker and all that .

And I really don't like writing A/N but if I do write one at the end of a chapter it means its a really important one -or sometimes I kinda write random things that happened to me or random facts about me- so that you guys can know more about me and I would deeply appreciate it if you guys comment random facts about you too I really want to be friends with my readers :)

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Did you ever have that feeling like the world you're in to is being so damn cruel to you? That even those people around you just wanted you to die and suffer?

Well then, welcome to my world. That's the exact same feeling that I'am feeling right now. I mean what kind of dad would want you to go all the way to your cheating mother's house in California until college starts with your brothers and your number one enemy?

It sucks, but I can't do anything about it. All I ever wanted in life was to go to college and be a great and well known Corporate Lawyer with also a degree in Economics, now that I finally got accepted into my dream school, I get stuck with the damn stupid ass jerk player for the next few months until its time for all of us to go back to college.

With my dad wanting us kids to spend some time with our damn Mother than yeah, this summer rocks! I never wanted to be near my mother because I never wanted to be like her! She's more like a slut to me now. That's how much I hate her.

I never wanted to have a broken family, it sucks to know that both your parents don't have 'chemistry' like the way they did before. And it all started because of my mother's damn affair! And I hate my mum for ever cheating on my father.

I was the one who discovered it first though, she's been having an affair for almost 2 years! And I kept it a secret because I never wanted to break up a relationship, or my family. Until my father found out himself. It was the first time ever, to see my superman cry, the strongest and toughest guy I know was crying and we can't do anything about it.

Okay, enough about me. Let's get back to how my mother talked me into going to this damn house of my damn mother in Cali.

~Flashback~

I just graduated high school and it feels great! No more unwanted bitches. No more annoying teachers. No more egotistic Jocks. No more slutty cheerios. No more backstabbing wannabe's.

As the final bell rung signaling that school was over, I got out of school and got into my purple and yellow lamborgini, it was gift from my parents for my 17th birthday, so I just got it this year.

I got home to see yet again, Parker. The douchefaced prick I've always hated. He was playing video games with Cole, my brother. He was a freshmen at a nearby college so he always stopped by at the house, and since Parker just lives next door he would crash at our place. Like all the time.

There was this one time that he even got inside my room and decided to sleep beside me in my bed. It was creepy I woke cuddling next to a big pillow. He even smirked because I was hugging him tightly like a really big teddy bear. He never stopped teasing me ever since.

So when I got home my father and my brothers were all waiting inside the dining room, which sometimes we call as our meeting room. They looked up when they saw me entering the kitchen, they seemed to be deep in conversation before I even entered. I looked at them and raised an eyebrow.

"Uhm? Is there something we need to talk about?" I asked.

"Hey sweet pea, I just.. We were just discussing about you and your brothers going to Cali with their bestfriend Parker to stay at your Mother's house." My dad replied smiling softly at me.

"What?! Why?! I don't need to see her dad! Why should I?! It's not like she loves us anyway and now she wants us to just go all the way there?! For what?! To see and watch her have sex with a guy who's-"

"Enough! Loui, lets talk like grown ups here okay? We don't like that idea any more than you do! So why don't you sit here and keep calm?" Martin my oldest brother cut me off. Seeing an annoyed expression on his face. I nodded and sat down on the chair accross from dad's.

"Anyway, how long are you letting us stay at her house?"Cole asked. Glancing at my father once again.

"Well, since Louise is going off to college, you all will be staying there until fall." He replied.

"So you're saying we will stay at her place for atleast 4 months? Dad are you serious, plus you mentioned that Parker is going. As in the Parker Allen from next door? Cole's bestfriend and my enemy?" I asked, chanting in my head 'No its not true'.

"Yes sweetheart. And I want you in your best behaviour." He said sternly.

"But dad! He hates my guts! Plus, it wouldn't be nice at all when Jane finds out about this! She'll end my social life! She would hate me more. She'd start a cat fight with me! And then she'll kill me and some other bad stuff."

"Loui, didn't you know?" Ashton asked. My 2nd oldest brother he was a junior at his college in Chicago with a football scholarship.

"Know what?"

"Him and Jane broke up just a few weeks ago."

I was relieved just a tiny little bit, because from what I heard, they were on and off and Jane never backs out and gives up on him. So if she ever knows about me and him and my brothers going to Cali for the whole summer until College then yeah you get the point.

"Even if they did, Jane would still hunt us down and get back with Parker." I reasoned.

Everyone in the room shook their heads, even dad. "Loui, it seemed pretty serious to us. He caught her cheating with some drunk dude at the park." Dad shrugged shaking his head again.

"Well then, give me a few days to pack. I will take in everything you all have said tonight. And I'll be ready in three days. Is that okay for you all?" I said sounding all mature but inside I'm freaking frustrated.

"That's my sweetheart." My dad smiled wamly at me. As everyone in the room agreed with him.

"BUT I can't or won't pomise you that I will be nice to mother. Because I STILL HATE HER AND FOREVER WILL. Goodnight love you all!" I said and hurried up to my room.

I was left inside my room to think about my thoughts I mean after everything suddenly dad wants us to come and visit mother? And why now? After all this time. And why does Parker have to come? He doesn't need to right? Well maybe because him and Cole would always go together on Summer and for them this is just an ordinary summer.

Oh well I hope this summer will be the highlight of my life before college.

With that last thought I drifted off to sleep.

~End Of Flashback~

So now do you know how much I hate mother? But what can I do? I have to listen to dad plus my brothers are going too so I guess no harm can be done right?

I wish life would be so much easier.

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