Outlasting Bitterness

Chapter Four

Chapter Four

Rewind:

I heard moans, lots of moans and harsh breathing, coming from one of the cubicles.

"Harder.. Mmm.." It was a girl, she sounded familliar.

"I'm so close babe," Says the guy in harsh breathings. I can hear and smell the sex inside the comfort room.

What the heck.

The cubicle door wasn't locked and I slowly took a step forward, careful not to make any sound. Although I doubt they'd hear me.

Creeping my way to the door, I saw the most disgusting thing ever.

I gasped, loud enough for both of them to hear, they looked up and I can see both surprise and fear in their eyes, as if they saw a ghost. The cubicles in our school were quite big. So they had plenty of room.

They stopped what they were doing and stared at me. I shook my head and slowly walked backwards, with my hand on my mouth.

*BANG*

The door burst open causing it to slam against the wall. Parker was there, he glanced at me and then at the cubicle door and then back to me again, different kinds of emotions passed through his eyes.

Present:

I backed away and slowly made my way out of  the room. A crowd has formed outside of the girl's comfort room. They parted as I made my way through.

Tears had started falling from my eyes. I can't believe this is happening again. But why her? Where was Aubrey?

Of all people I never expected Zeisha to be the one who would stoop down Aubrey's level and have sex with Ron. What the hell is wrong with those girls?

What hurts the most is knowing that my friends weren't really my friends, how long have they been doing this to me? I stopped just outside the court yard and started sobbing.

This cannot be happening. Why are they doing this to me? Was that why Zeisha wasn't in homeroom today? And where was Aubrey? Does she know?

I don't even know who are my friends anymore. Zeisha.. She was my friend since the 1st grade. Why would she do this to me?!

I thought she was my friend. Friends aren't suppose to have sex with their friend's boyfriend! Well, ex-boyfriend who cheated on you, but the wound is still there.

Just when I thought I'd be okay, this happens. What did I ever do to deserve this kind of bloody pain?! Ugh!

I screamed at the top of my lungs, to somehow let the anger out of my system. I hear footsteps walking towards my way. I didn't bother to look up.

"Parker, I can't believe Zei-"

"I'm not Parker," the voice said softly.

I looked up with my tear streamed face. "What the fuck do you want?!" I asked harshly as I hugged my knees tighter to my chest.

"L, let me explain please- its not what it looks-"

"Don't call me that you slut. Fuck you! I don't need any explinations from you! Keep it to your damn self!"

"L, please please, just let me explain! You broke up! That doesn't give you any damn right to be upset about this! Grow the fuck up!"

I stood up and walked closer to her, "How dare you say that!" I slapped her, hard. "You have no damn right to say that to me, and yes Ron and I aren't together anymore, because of Aubrey! My friend! And You! Fuck you! Did you think I was hurt because you had sex with him? Hell no! Do you know what hurts the most?! Its you. My bloody bestfriend, whom I thought would be there with me trying to comfort me, but no! You decided to be a slut instead. I lost my two best friends in a short span of two days! So fuck you!"