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Tay

Excitement went through me as I heard Jenna speak those words. I was just happy. So fucking happy. I blinked back shocked tears, as I absently moved my feet to the elevator and then suddenly I was running. I pressed the button to do down to the lobby with shaky hands, my breathing almost uneven.

"J-jenna? You're really here?" I asked swiftly, my voice nearly shaking out of excitement. I bit my bottom lip, as I ran a finger through my hair. Did I look okay? How was my breath? Did I need another shower? God, I was so nervous.

I heard Jenna's familiar laugh, "yeah, i'm in the lobby tartarsauce."

I rolled my eyes, a blush forming across my cheeks. Almost a second later, the elevator doors opened and I rushed out of them, and ran to the lobby. I looked hastily around, I found myself annoyed out of my own trauma, why couldn't I find her? So many emotions coursed through me and I was literally driving myself insane, as I looked for her like this crazy person. I then put my phone up to my ear, "Jenny where are you?"

"Right behind you," I heard her say. This time it was real, though. It wasn't a projection through a device. She was actually here, I heard her soothing voice that always made me calm down and want to melt down into a million pieces. I turned, and I saw Jenna, for the first time, in person. Her hair was pure white, but she had a few streaks of green here and there and she wore black shorts and gray muscle-tee. Jenna's bright blue eyes sparkled at me, and she then smiled at me. It was genuine, too. But that smile grew into a smirk, and she got closer to me, our bodies only about a centimeter apart. Her eyes flickered up to mine, and she held both of my hands. My body was so nervous and everything felt so intensified, Jenna was the only thing that mattered in that moment, and my breath caught in my throat, as she caressed my cheek, bringing her soft lips to mine, as she kissed me. It lasted forever, and I never wanted it to stop. This felt so great, she was finally here, we were finally together. In a sense, it made me feel complete.

I then pulled back slowly, not caring about the looks that we were getting, I looked down at our intertwined hands and smiled, "h-holy shit.." I blushed, "we're..you're..we're a thing..this is real," I spoke, gazing up at her once more. She was only an inch taller than me.

She nodded at me as another smile crept onto her lips, "yep, we're here..i'm here," she chuckled, "I love you so much.."

I wrapped my arms around her neck and she held my waist. We stood there for a moment in silence, and I took in Jenna. She smelt like a fresh wave of vanilla, and the way she hugged was nice and firm and it made me feel safe. She was safe. I pulled away slightly, my arms still around her neck, and I bit my bottom lip anxiously, "J-jenna?"

"Hm?"

"I don't want to sound clingy.." I trailed off, looking away form her as i pulled away and crossed my arms. I didn't have the guts to face her and say this to her at the same time. My eyes watered and i didn't know why i was so anxious.

I then felt her pale arms wrap around my waist and she laughed behind me, "love, i'm the clingy one.." she spoke, as she kissed my ear.

I blushed, trying to ignore the relevant smile that was creeping onto my face, "but..you'll never..like.."

"..like?"

"Hurt me?" turning to look at her. Something dark flashed in her ocean eyes and compassion had washed over Jenna's face, as she shook her head slightly. We were holding each other so closely, and so i fixed her choker absently. She looked at me in amusement, and sighed.

"Tay i'd never hurt you intentionally," Jenna said, "you mean..you mean a lot to me, okay? I would honestly hate to ruin what we have. You're..too..no, i couldn't and wouldn't ever hurt you, okay?" she spoke, and it looked like she had a personal conversation with herself, "and if we ever fight, we'll just talk it out, okay? Baby don't worry," her face softened, as she brushed my hair behind my ear, and pecked me on the cheek.

"Okay." i said softly, grinning up at Jenna. I believed her.