I.O.U a fall

chapter 17

the doctor closed the TARDIS doors and like that he was gone leaving Mrs Hudson all alone on the side of the road. Mrs Hudson took a moment to come back to reality and for a second she thought that she had dreamt that whole encounter with the doctor but then she remembered what the doctor said and that he will save Sherlock and John but John is dead Mrs Hudson thought to herself how can this...this doctor save John Mrs Hudson walked back inside 221b and upstairs to Sherlock was had fallen asleep on the couch hugging John's jumper once again. Mrs Hudson left Sherlock and went downstairs to make a cup of tea she still couldn't get her head around what had just happened with the doctor and can he really save both Sherlock and John.

by the time Sherlock woke up from his long depressing nap on the couch Mrs Hudson had been in bed for a while, Sherlock looked at the clock, read the time and then flopped back onto the couch,

Sherlock " what is the point of living if I cant have John" Sherlock whispered to him self and held John's jumper even harder than he has ever before. Sherlock didn't know what to do anymore he was so depressed he just wanted to die and the thought has crossed his mind so many times over these past few months, the amount of times Sherlock had thought if only he could of jumped of the building instead of John he would in a heartbeat.

Sherlock got up and went to his bedroom, Sherlock didn't know why he got up but it felt like the right thing to do something was making him go to his bedroom but Sherlock couldn't tell what it was. Sherlock threw himself on the bed but landed on something hard, Sherlock couldn't be bothered to move off the thing that was digging into him and cried softly into John's jumper. however after a while Sherlock had to move and then he got a look of what he had been lying on for an hour. it was a envelope, a bright dark blue, the bluest thing Sherlock had ever seen.  Sherlock picked it up and turned it over he didn't know why all of a sudden he felt like doing something but he couldn't help himself, his curiosity had gotten the best of him. on the envelope it had Sherlock's name in white ink  and in the corner where the stamp would go there was a little blue box like shape with a yellow light on the top.