I.O.U a fall

Chapter 12

Sherlock and Mrs Hudson were crying for the most of the night and into the early hours of the morning, they hand left the morgue they just sat there staring at the body bag where John was. Sherlock kept on playing what happened on the roof top in his head somehow he couldn't un see it, his best friend jumping to his death, the man he loved jumping to his death was too much for Sherlock. to Sherlock he could always tell what was going to happen but not this Sherlock could of never deducted this.

Sherlock thought it was best to go home after the night crying, well Sherlock didn't think that .....not at all he didn't want to leave John's side but when Mrs Hudson woken up from crying all night she couldn't be in the same room as John it made her so sad, so Sherlock took her home.

when Sherlock got home he just flung him on to the sofa and cried he missed John so much and the worse thing was he didn't get the chance to say I love you to John which made John's death even more unbearable.

Sherlock didn't move from the sofa for days he just sat there staring up at the ceiling, his eyes were red and puffy because he mostly cried all day, John was his life he made Sherlock feel better like life was worth living but now .....John is gone and Sherlock  didn't know if he could live another day with out his blogger, best friend, lover John was so many things to Sherlock and Sherlock never really told him that.

as the days went on Sherlock got even worse, he had stopped eating or answering the door to anyone even Mrs Hudson, Sherlock was locked in his flat alone again. he had found one of John's jumpers and he hasn't let go of it since, where ever Sherlock went the jumper followed like it was attached to Sherlock it was like if he let go it would be forever.

it had now been a week since Sherlock watched John end his life and Mrs Hudson thought it was time for Sherlock to bury his friend but Sherlock had other ideas.

Sherlock "why do I need to bury him Mrs Hudson .....that's not going to bring him back is it! John is dead! and I just ........cant take it anymore ...............I miss him so much" Sherlock fell to his knees and cried into John's jumper.

Mrs Hudson " oh Sherlock I know how you feel but its for the best you need to give John a proper burial,, don't do it for me do it for John ..... he would of liked it ..come on Sherlock your not alone in this" Mrs Hudson  helped Sherlock up and wiped his eyes Sherlock knew what he had to do, he had to bury his John even if it was too painful Sherlock will do it John would of done the same for him.