I.O.U a fall

chapter 18

Sherlock was wondering how and why this bright blue envelop was in his room and where it came from, but Sherlock didn't really know what has been going on the past few months he had spent most of his days crying into John's jumper. however Sherlock was fed up of doing nothing, it was time he did something after all of these months of crying and trying to kill himself Sherlock wanted to do something, it was want John would have wanted.

Sherlock looked at the blue envelope on last time before he got up and opened it, at first Sherlock thought the envelope was empty but then he got a closer look. inside was a little blue piece of paper, waiting to be read by Sherlock after the many months of doing nothing. Sherlock picked it up read it then put it down on the bed and went to the window, he stared outside for a matter of minutes before looking down then wiping a tear from his eye. he walked back to the letter and read it again he wanted to be sure of what he had read and to make sure it was true, again Sherlock read the little letter and again and again he couldn't believe what he was reading, Sherloc whispered the letter to himself and held it against his heart.

SHERLOCK " the corner of baker street, midnight, come alone, John needs you, TD" Sherlock whispered them words over and over again he didn't understand why could John need him, John is dead, I saw him jump...jump of the building Sherlock thought to himself.

Sherlock was just as confused as ever who was this person who had sent him this letter and is John alive could eh be alive ......oh John I miss you so much .... Sherlock thought as he clutched the piece of paper in his hand then opened it, read it again and watched as the white ink blurred from the tears Sherlock had coming from his eyes over the thought of John.

Sherlock didn't know what to do should he meet up with this person who sent him the letter and is John alive? Sherlock looked at the clock 11:45 pm. this is it, this is the time to make a difference, this is for you John.... Sherlock thought to him self and got dressed. he couldn't help wonder who had sent him the letter and was John alive, Sherlock kept getting flash backs of the day he almost jumped to save Johns life but John ended saving his instead. Sherlock started to cry as he got dressed but carried on for John this was where he was going to change everything, and if there was a way where he could jump instead of John he would of done it in a heat beat, Sherlock's life was noting compared to Johns, Sherlock wasn't important he was just some sociopath who loves to solve murders, but John, oh john he was smart, not only smart but clever he was the reason why Sherlock hadn't committed suicide earlier, John was the reason Sherlock became who he was and most of all John had the one thing Sherlock didn't have a heart and it killed Sherlock inside everyday because of it, John was the only thing that mattered and Sherlock watched him jump to his death.