help //m.c.\\

chapter twenty-six

      Boys suck. Don't fall for the ones with the pretty eyes and gorgeous personalities. They are the ones that can hurt you the most. They show you the things in life that you never noticed and when they leave, those things haunt you. They leave you with this empty feeling. It makes you feel horrible. Like you're sick everyday, but you don't puke. Its like a disease that makes you feel like you are on top of the world. Before you get the disease, you are  perfectly fine and you are content with where you are. When they leave you with the disease, you can't stand the world anymore. It makes you want to destroy everything and kill yourself after. Everyone tells you to get over it, but that disease left you with nothing. It destroyed everything you had. If you got over it, there was nothing to go back to. You couldn't ever be free of the disease once you had it. Well, unless you're dead, but no one wants to die. You needed the medicine to help you. It just so happened to be a boy. The disease was something I never thought I would catch. I was so wrong. I was too blind to realize what hit me. I splashed my face with water and looked in the mirror. I was such a mess.

"Teegan! Come here!" I heard Ash yell and then giggle. When I walked out of the room, I saw Calum and Luke holding whip cream in their hands and Ash had the bottle. They ran after me and shoved it in my face. I screamed and they kept smothering my face with the sweet substance. Ashton was laughing his ass off and Calum had slipped on the access whip cream that fell out of his hand while he was running. Luke stepped back to admire his masterpiece and I attempted to wipe the cream out of my eyes.

"Come here you little shit!" I yelled running after Luke when I could see. He turned around and tried to hide from me. I jumped on his back and started kissing his cheek repeatedly to get his face messy.

"Ewwww!" He screamed trying to pull me off of him. Ashton was still laughing and I saw that he hadn't gotten a drop of whip cream on him. I jumped off of Lucas and ran over to Ash and took the bottle from him, so that I could spray him. It took him by surprise and he fell on the floor.

"Ew! Teegan! Teegan, quit! Ahh!" He yelped when I sat down on his stomach so that I could get it all over his face.

"You started it!" I giggled as the bottle ran out.

"And you ended it." He smiled and threw whip cream at me. I dodged it and Michael happened to be standing behind us. It got all over his back and in his hair. He turned around slowly and glared at Ashton.

"What the fuck?" He spat trying to get it off of himself. I giggled and got off of Ashton to go grab a rag so that I could clean my face. I had some dripping down my face and Michael caught some only to throw it back at Ash. Luke came running in with a handful of whip cream and chucked it at Mike. Calum picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and ran around making some kind of tribal call. He slipped, again, causing me to topple down with him. Cal landed straight on the ground, but I hit my head on a desk that happened to be placed right next to the window.

"Oh shit!" I said when I hit the ground.

"Oops. Are you okay?" Calum asked raising his hand to my head. I looked up and caught Michael's eye. He looked worried, but I knew he wasn't going to say anything. I nodded and looked over at Luke who was trying to clean his face. He had his hand out for me to grab. When I got up, I was extremely light headed. I tried walking back to my room, but I ran into the wall like seven times. I gave up and sat down on the floor. Hamlet ran out and started licking my face.

"Are you sure you're okay? You don't look to good." Calum came and kneeled down next to me.

"I think so. I have a massive head ache, but I'll be okay."

"Here, let me help you." He said as I tried getting up again. My face was now clean, but everything else was a mess. I laid my head on his shoulder and thanked him. The only thing on my mind was that I needed to shower. I turned the knob so that I could have a hot shower. I closed the bathroom door and locked it because there are four horny boys out in the living room that could wonder in here at anytime. I washed everything and stood in the embrace of the hot water pouring down on me. It was quiet besides the sound of the water running. These were the moments that I didn't get a lot. Where I was by myself and nothing could bother me. No one was going to come to me so they could tell me something that I didn't care about. It was just me and my thoughts. Unfortunately, there wasn't enough hot water to stand in the shower for hours. I sighed and turned the knob off. The mirror was all fogged up and all you could see was the colors of my surroundings. I put my hair up in a towel so that it would be somewhat dry. My body was wrapped up in a towel too. When I walked out of the bathroom, Hamlet was sitting right in front of me. Usually he is up on the bed or in the bathroom with me. I heard someone cough and I looked up.

"Teegan, can we talk?"