help //m.c.\\

chapter nineteen

          Luke had got a call from the 1D boys saying that they were gonna meet up and talk about the tour. I was honestly the most excited to meet the boys. We walked into the Nando's we were told to meet at and it was almost empty. After we got are food, a group of people walked into the small room. The boys waved and they all came over to the table next to us. I didn't even look at them because I was too caught up in these fucking amazing chicken strips.

"Hey Teegan." Someone with a thick accent said. I looked up, with my face half stuffed, to see Harry standing right in front of me.

"Uh, h-hi." He chuckled and turned back to the other boys to talk. Michael had sat beside me in the booth and laid his head on my shoulder. He placed his hand on my jean covered thigh.

"You know him?" He whispered in my ear.

"Not really. He kept snapchatting me on the plane." I looked over at Harry and he looked hot as fuck.

"Who gave it to him?"  I shrugged my shoulders and went back to eating my food.

         The boys were going to start rehearsing tomorrow with the 1D boys. The tour was starting and I was excited as fuck.  Ash wanted to do a twit cam so they set up the computer in one of the rooms that actually had a lot of stuff in it. They were talking about what they were going to start doing this week and how excited they were. The fans responded with very positive comments and that's what makes me happy. These girls believe in four boys who started as a garage band. I'm glad they started the band. Its going to make a huge impact on them, the fans, and myself.

"Teegan! Come get in this!" Michael called out. I shook my head because these girls would attack me if they found out I was with the boys.

"Yeah, come on Teegan. Show the world who our biggest fan is." Cal added.

"I don't want to. I like the spot I'm in right now." At that, Ashton got up and threw me over his shoulder and sat me down on his lap in front of the camera.

"This is Teegan. She will be with us forever and ever. You might see more of her and you might not, but she will be here."

"Can I leave now?" I whispered to him. He laughed and let me get up. Hamlet ran up to the camera and made his existence known.

"Hamlet! Get out of here!" Luke shooed him.

"Don't be mean to the puppy." Calum slapped Luke has he reached for Hamlet to cuddle him.  Hamlet attacked his face with kisses. He started to giggle and it was so freaking cute. Michael walked over to me and laid down to cuddle up next to my legs. I run my fingers through his soft hair and he looks up at me.

"I'm glad you came with us. The boys won't be good cuddlers."

"I'm glad I came with you guys too. I needed to get out of Australia."

"I'll help you make new memories. Better ones. So that you can remember the good ones instead of the bad ones. We can go all over the world and see all of the cool things that Australia doesn't have." I wish I had met him earlier in life.

           They did the twit cam for a couple more hours and it was like two. Liz had been asleep for a while and the boys and I didn't plan on sleeping for a long time. I pulled my phone put and started playing music. Decode by Paramore came on and I was ecstatic.

"Hayley Williams is so hot." Ash blurted randomly. We were bored as balls. I got up and walked into the kitchen to find the fridge full of nothing, but popsicles and juice pouches. I grabbed about three purple ones and a cup.

"Do we have a hammer of something hard that I can mash these up with?" I asked the boys.

"Here let me have them." Ash walked into the kitchen and started pounding the popsicles into the counter. Once he got them all smashed he handed them to me with a smile. I looked for scissors to cut the top off. I used to make slushies like this when I was younger.  We would freeze juice and my mom would always eat the purple ones. I went to go find my bag so I could finish my picture of Kurt. Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis comes on and I praise god for what happened next. Ashton walked out of the kitchen acting like he was in a music video for the song.

"BUT I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU. THEY TRY TO PULL ME AWAY, BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH. MY HEART IS CRIPPLED BY THE VEIN THAT I KEEP ON CLOSING." Ashton screams.

"YOU CUT ME OPEN AND I KEEP BLEEDING, KEEP, KEEP BLEEDING LOVE. I KEEP BLEEDING. KEEP, KEEP BLEEDING LOVE. YOU CUT ME OPEN." Cal continues. They go through the whole song without realizing that I had been video taping them the entire thing. My stomach hurts like a bitch from laughing so hard. Mikey and Luke were doing the backup vocals while Ashton and Calum slayed the high notes. How did Liz not wake up during that? I posted some of the videos on snapchat, but its not like anyone was going to see it because I have no friends and its like three in the morning.

"Okay. I'm going to bed now." I got up and grabbed my bag off of the floor along with my phone.

"Can I come too?" Michael asks getting up.

"Whatever."

"Yes!" He yells and runs to my room. I giggle and follow him there. He is already cuddled up underneath the blankets and all that I can see is his hair peeking out. Hamlet jumps on top of the bed and tries to find his face so he can attack it. Mike giggles and hides even further under the blanket. I set my bag down and climb into the bed with Michael and smile. Hamlet lays down by my head on the pillow and Michael pulls me into his chest.

"I just realized that I tend to screw up the best things that I have in life."

"How so?"

"The one friend I had, Luke, didn't like me anymore because I was a girl. When I got a friend in fourth grade, she got mad at me for falling in P.E. and embarrassing her somehow. My mom died before I could show her that I could be who she wanted me to be. I'm going to somehow screw up the relationship that I have with you guys. I won't be surprised when it happens."

"Its not your fault that people give up on you because you go your own path rather than theirs. And I will make sure that no matter what, we will always be friends or acquaintances or whatever."

"Thank you, Michael." He hummed in response, indicating that he was asleep.