Devotion For Salvation (LokixSigyn) ON HOLD

Chapter 21

Time went by so slow as I waited for tomorrow to come, I couldn't sleep, I just wanted to see him again. I needed to, now that he is back, love him more. It was a miracle for him to be brought back from what we all thought was death, but sadly he is imprisoned, awaiting a trial. I knew he was guilty, but not on his own. He could not have done all those terrible things on his own. Odin wouldn't take it lightly and probably keep Loki in prison for the rest of his life. Rotting away while I watched behind the glass.

I lay down on the left side of my bed. It's where I usually slept when Loki would come spend the night with me at my old chambers in the Valkyrie quarters. It was truly innocent if I may add. My mind starts to wander into old memories I nearly forgotten about...

I waited outside in the vegetable garden for Loki. We planned on having a sleep over. It sounds childish, I know but Frigga leaped in joy at the idea of Loki spending the night out. Introvert perks.

The day was bright and the setting sun made the evenings glimmer with red, purple, and golden skies. The waves in Asgards' ocean were weaving over one another calmly, the golden houses shimmered with the evening sky. Asgard was in its rightful beauty.

"Siggy!" Loki waves at me in the distance. He starts running towards me and I, to him.

Once we made impact we latched on to each other and locked our lips together passionately. He tasted like sweet berries.

"The day still left in her and it won't be awhile until we head to bed. What would you like to do?" I ask Loki before giving him a soft kiss.

"There is nothing to do on this day! There are no events, it's a mere holiday! I've been waiting for our visit all day, all I had to pass time was training. So, please, if you have any ideas please tell me."

My heart starts to race and my mouth stretches from ear to ear into a smile. I always enjoyed when Loki was excitable, usually he's quiet. I get to see the best parts of him.

"There's a Valkyrie gathering. We could go see the presentations or attend the party afterwords?" Yes, valkyrie's are courageous and bold warriors but we do like the party boldly as well.

"Amazing, what shall we do until then?" Loki grabs a hold of my hand and pulls me in for a kiss.

I close my eyes and stroke his face gently with my free hand. Moments into the kiss he wraps his arms around me. My heart and mind are lost as I am taken by Loki's passion. This was a kiss that will never leave my lips and I will crave forever...

My eyes open slowly, my face felt puffy. I must've fallen asleep crying. But I cannot remember. I turn over and face the empty side of my huge bed, if only I could've woken up beside him. I wish he was free. I needed him here with me. He needs me, too.

I take the medication before I start getting ready for the day. This is the first time in a long since somebody had to knock on my door to wake me up. I guess I haven't had the motivation to live, not until I met Balder, but even then I never had the energy I have right now. I feel like my normal self, now that Loki is alive.

"Loki is alive." I whisper to remind myself that this isn't a dream or a vision. It's real.

As I head to the dungeon I make sure to keep a low profile, and hide from anyone that knows me. I keep myself hidden under a grey hooded cloak. I need to stay composed, I could feel the blood rushing through my veins as I try keep a steady pace. I didn't want anyone to assume I was in a rush.

I turn around a corner just near the dungeon and see Thor and Balder standing in from of the entrance, they must be talking about Loki. Why else would they be there? They don't notice me so I hide behind a pillar before they could. My sweaty hands clasp together and I could feel myself start to tremble with anxiety. I could almost hear their conversation.

"This decision doesn't involve you, you have absolutely no say in the matter." That is Thor's voice, but what are they talking about, what is Thor not letting Balder volunteer in?

"It will only hurt her more. If I don't have a say then you could tell her the news yourself!" Balder voices cracks with every word, I could tell he is upset about something. They must be talking about Frigga, or perhaps, they could be talking about me.

I get a sinking feeling in my stomach, I didn't want to worry about what decision was made.

"We need to let her know right away before she assumes she has visitation rights. It will devastate her greatly but it is what needs to be done. We do not know if we could trust Loki around Sigyn." Thor says and he walks away, Balder soon follows, I peak and see him wipe his face, must be tears.

They were talking about me, suddenly I'm having second thoughts on seeing him today. I had to see him. I don't care about what rules are set, I will do what I want.

I check to see if it was clear to enter so I head to the door and open it slowly. I pry it open and see the guards are busy with an aggressive prisoner. They wouldn't notice me unless I got their attention myself.

I wonder around searching for Loki's cell, they must have moved him to a different cell because he is not in the one from yesterday. I would call out for him but I would be caught. I have no magic so I can't track him. This is so frustrating, I need to see him right now.

"Sigyn." I hear him whisper my name, and I immediately turn around and walk to the end. I come to a single cell, it's big and it cooped in a corner alone. That's where they would usually store multiple cellmates at once.

Loki is standing up staring at the wall, he looks tense, they already gave him new clothes to wear, he preferred armour but there is no need for that in a jail cell.

"You were never fond of being prioritized." I unveil myself to Loki, he turns around and glares at me, he was disappointed.

"You shouldn't have came, Sigyn." Although he has said something very rude and hurtful I couldn't get over the fact of how much I missed hearing my name in his voice. He is almost a different person but his voice is still the same.

"I had to come see you. It isn't every day someone comes back from the dead." I smile and the glare disappears and becomes despair.

"You're too good." Loki says with glossy eyes, I wanted to hold him while he cried.

To my surprise he doesn't start crying at all, instead he shakes his head.

"No. No, leave at once. You cannot be here!" I am taken aback, I try comprehend the situation, he is so agitated. What has my poor Loki been through to have been so mentally disturbed?

"I chose to be here, you have no power over my own intentions. I will do what I wish. I'm staying, I want to stay by your side, I want you to see me." I place my hand on the illuminating wall whilst I force back my tears, I had to stay strong for him, even if I haven't been strong enough for my own well being.

He places his hand onto mine. I could almost feel his cool touch again. The touch I crave so much more now that he's back. We lock eyes and his emerald like eyes were no longer their bright green but a pale blue.

"I love you, Loki."

"I've missed you more than words can say." His head leans on the wall, we stare into each others eyes, never wanting to look away.

"We're together now. That's all that matters."

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I'm back did you miss me? I know i know its been awhile. Im sorry but i do love this story as much as you guys do. Im also very glad to share this story, it feels really good to be making people happy. I cant make any promises that I will be posting more often but i can promise they will be better and longer c:
i honestly predict that this will be completed towards the end of the school year but this story follows the timeline of MCU. Hint*ragnarok*coughcough

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