Chapter 7

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I (seren) walked away from the door looking down and perched in the corner of the sofa and hid my face in my knees. I looked up and saw everyone sat around mr just staring. I looked back down and started thinking about what I had done to Jacob, and are the boys going to think I'm a disgrace. I decided that I have made a fool out of myself today and that whatever i do else will make me look like a bigger fool. I get up and run up the stairs into my bedroom and lock my door. I jump on my bed start crying. I started talking to myself because that's what I always do when I'm upset.
This is what u was saying into my pillow.

' I have made a mess out of everything , my life ,5sos they probably think I'm a total idiot , first I run up stairs crying about my ex then I make Mikey my favourite band member run upstairs , I think that was for kissing Ashton on the cheek now I'm sobbing in my bedroom on my bed ' I screammmmm

I carry on screaming at myself

' I thought I had a chance with 5sos , I love them all especially Mikey , but i have ruined my chance big time , Ashton thinks I actually like him now and Mikey thinks I like him as well when actually I love Mikey. I've made a mess of everything , I blame this all on Jacob even though I should blame myself 😤😤'

' Mikey I love you' I whisper quietly because I have calmed down.

' your not to bad yourself' someone said.
' I am' I said

Then I realise someone is in the room With me, I sit up and see Mikey in the corner of my room now stood up and it looked like he had been crying.

'what are you doing in here??' I question.
'nothing' he replied
' Mikey are you okay you've been crying and why is my razor, hairbrush and tissues been knocked of the shelf' I reply quickly but steady.
' nothing I-i-i I have been crying and yes I'm fine' he replied unsteady
' Mikey did you hear me screaming and all I said ' I replay a bit embarrassed
'yes I did and I felt the same until you went and kissed Ashton' he crossed his arms and looked away
' I did to scare of Jacob I didn't think , I didn't know you loved me back, especially after only knowing me for a day ' I reply Stuttering .
' I do love you and no I have known you longer than a day, let me explain. Well on I Instagram have you seen the person following you called @miadmirerkey ' he said
' yes it's you isn't it. but why would you call yourself @miadmirerkey' I said back confused.
' well because if you split into 3 it says
Mi admirer key and then add key to mi it says Mikey admirer/ admirer Mikey it's confusing but it was the only to hide my identity , and then I heard a girl called Seren Baldwin's birthday and her friends I looked at your details that you sent us and it said where you lived and your age I checked your Instagram and it was a match , I knew I had to come and bow here I am and were arguing' he said
' Im Sorry please forgive me ' I replied

But instead of replying to what I had said he started leaning in with his eyes closed so I did the same until
BANG BANG BAMMMM
someone broke the door down and saw us kissing

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Oh no who is it ??
Who do you think ??

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