Another Life

I hate this hospital

Zoey's pov

Her heart stopped on the surgery table. They have done the shock method 3 times. They finally called it. They said she was dead. Then something amazing happened. She breathed deeply and started hacking like crazy. I cried harder than I would have if she died. She was alive, she is a living miracle.

The rest of the surgery goes fine. They told us that she is a living miracle. She should have died on that table. She is a fighter. Even if she doesn't want to be. Which I know she just wants to end it. To give up in her life. It's not her time yet.

We wait in the room where she is sleeping. She has scars all over her body. She has a broken leg and 3 broken ribs. They said it could have been worst. I don't think she expected to love from this. She looks so peaceful like she actually greeted death.

I know she isn't, her heart monitor says so. Her heart is at a slow rate right now. They also told me her body was very weak from not eating from looks like 2 months. I keep thinking why she wouldn't eat. She was worried alot about me not sleeping and everything.

"Zoey," Sofie whispered. She has tears in her eyes.

"Sofie," I say hugging her.

"Did I die?" She asked. I shakes my head no. A tear rolls down her face. I don't know if she is happy she didn't die or sad.

"Sofie don't ever do that again," I say. Tears falling now my face. Sebastian walks in. He drops the coffee's he was holding and runs over to sofie and hugs her.

"Your alive," he says.

"Yeah I am," She says. He hugs her for a long time and doesn't let go. He finals let's her go. I notice her nightgown the hospital have her has tears on it. I don't say anything though.

Now that I look at her. She has turned stiff. Why is she like this she jumped off the cliff. We didn't make her jump. She chose to, I don't understand. I guess she could be scarred. She chose to jump or that guy would have killed her.

"Sofie your not the same," I say. She looks away.

"Of course I'm not the same. I jumped off a cliff. I'm still here, why am I still here? I shouldn't be here. I need to leave," Sofie says. She sounds really calm. Why does she need to leave the hospital she just got here. That isn't what she meant though.

"Sofie it wasn't your time and it won't be for awhile," I say.

"I want it to be my time. This life is to much I can't handle it," She says shaking her head.

"You can we can get through this together," I say.