Phil:
Once we both got our shirts back on, Dan quickly grabbed his baby blue book bag and I walked him to the backyard. Dan then stood at the fence, about to jump over to his back yard, but he hesitated for a second.
"Dan?" I asked concerned, placing my hand on his shoulder. He suddenly whirled around and kissed me. Kissing Dan made me feel so alive and free, like I could do anything I ever wanted to do. We stayed like that for a few moments, before we parted and he smiled that cute smile up at me.
"Bye Phil."
I smiled as he hoped the fence "Bye Dan."
I slowly walked back to my house and shut the glass sliding door, gazing out at the backyard. Love struck.
"Sooo," my mother said, causing me to jump at her sudden appearance.
"Mother! Jeez, you scared me." I said, my cheeks turning pink as I smiled down at her and my father.
"Dan seems like a very respectful and nice young man." My father said as he pats my mothers shoulder.
"Ya, he sure is." I looked out at his house as I said this.
Emma suddenly walked into the kitchen and blurted out "Mom and dad saw you too kissing." My face blushes the reddest I think it ever has.
"Emma!" My mother says, startled as well at Emma's sudden interruption.
"What? I think you too are cute." Emma smiled up at me as she grabbed my hand. I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear at how direct, and adorable, she was.
"Phil, may I talk to you in the dinning room please?"
"Sure." I reply a bit nervously to my mother.
"Come on Emma, it's tea time." My father hoisted my sister on his shoulders as he started towards the stairs.
"YAAA! Tea time!!!"
My mother sat at the head of the table and motioned to the chair on her left. I was so nervous, I could see my hands shaking as I pulled out the chair. What did she want to talk about? Did she not approve of me kissing or dating Dan. Was I dating Dan? We're we dating? I sure hope we were, or that we were getting started or something. Oh my gosh, is my mother a homophobe?!
"Phil-" she started but before she could say anything more I had to just say something.
"Mom, I'm bisexual. I have been for a while and I'm sorry I never officially came out to you but I love Dan. Dan makes me feel...he makes me feel amazing, happy, ALIVE! And I-" I stopped talking as my mother started to sob, she tried to stifle it with her hand but her shoulders were shaking uncontrollably. "Mom, I'm so sorry, what did I say I'm sorry...why are you crying?" I stood up and started rubbing both of her shoulders comfortably. I felt so bad, seeing my mother start to cry like this.
"Phil..I'm crying because...I have never seen you so happy in all you life than I did...today." She said in between sobs, but now she was starting to control them.
"Philip, when I saw you stare at Dan in that kitchen I saw a gleam in your eyes, I saw a big bright smile. You just beamed happiness, and if my was all because of that blessing of a boy."
A smile was plastered on my face, she liked Dan. She loved Dan. I bent down and hugged her tightly.
"Thank you mom."
"For what?" She asked
"For accepting Dan and I." I replied back.
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I hope you know I love you (Punk and pastel Phan)
FanfictionDan Howell: A boy who loves to wear anything pastel colored. He always just kinda assumed he was straight, until he met Phil Lester. Phil Lester: A boy who wears all black and loves to wear band T-Shirts as well, as long as they aren't too colorful...