I hope you know I love you (Punk and pastel Phan)

Thank You

Dan:
I awoke to Phil sleeping soundly next to me. His lips were parted just a bit, his long black eyelashes contrasted against his pale glowing skin and I could see his chest rise and fall steadily. He was so pretty.
How am I so lucky to have him? What did I ever do to deserve to wake up next to Phil Lester in the morning?
The urge to kiss his pale lips was a strong one but, I didn't want to wake him. I couldn't believe he had an attack at school. I wonder if it has ever happened to him before? I didn't even know if Phil having panic attacks was like normal. I stood up silently as I could and walked over to the open windows. Sunlight shone onto my now less tan but not pale skin. I couldn't wait to be back outside and out of this horrible prison cell. I gazed out the window some more observing the sun coming up until I heard Phil shift around on the bed. I turned my head around to spot Phil smiling at me with his eyes opened slightly.
"That dress thing looks sexy on you."
"Eww, it's ugly as heck Phil."
"It is but, when you put it on just wow." I was now standing over him as he moved flat on his back. Bringing his arm behind his head and leaving the other loosely over his stomach. His shirt was slightly pulling up and I caught a glimpse of his v leading down his tight fitting black jeans, causing me to blush vigorously.
"You make everything look sexy Dan Howell."
I smirk down at him and leant down to kiss him softly. He sat up and pulled me into the bed so that I was sitting next to him. His hand was on my neck the other sliding down to my hip.
He is such an amazing kisser
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We sat on the bed gazing out the window flirting and kissing and giggling. It felt so good to feel happy and laugh for real. Phil always made me forget about all the anxiety and sadness in the back of my mind. As Phil slid his hands over my body to tickle me I took both of my hands and cradled the back of his neck. I brought his forehead to mind and took in a deal breath before whispering,
"Thank you."
"For what?" Phil whispered back, wrapping his warm arms around my waist and pulling us closer.
"For being here with me. For making me feel so much better. For making my mess of a life not feel as messy and bad."
My eyes are shut tight and I can sense Phil shift one hand so that its laying open on my thigh. I take one hand away from his neck and intertwine our fingers together. We sit there in silence and I just take it all in.
The love of my life is sitting right in front of me grasping my hand in his.
After what seems like forever Phil whispers so softly that I almost can't hear him,
"I will always be here for you Daniel James Howell."
I love him so much

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