I hope you know I love you (Punk and pastel Phan)

Good Morning Sunshine

Dan:
I was so worried about Phil. He had not come back to the hospital like he said he would or responded to any of my text messages. I know, I sounded like a needy boyfriend but I really wanted to see Phil. Or at least hear from him, it's not like him to just leave me in a state of confusion like this.
Did Phil not like me any more? Was he sick of me? Was I too needy? I knew he was too good for me.
Almost immediately as all those scary thoughts were racing through my mind my mother got a phone call.
"It's Phil's parents." She said before stepping outside the room to pick it up. She was out there for about ten minutes, I was so scared and I couldn't help but let a few tears escape. Once my mother walked back in, she had a nervous smile on her face. I felt as though my heart was going to beat right out of my chest.
"Mom, what happened. What's wrong with Phil? Are his parents okay? Is he okay?"
All my mother had to reply to my questions was another nervous smile.
"Today at school Phil passed out and hit his head on the floor of his first period. They believe he had an anxiety attack. He's at home now and the doctors on her way to their house now."
I held my hands to my chest as I let myself daze out. Phil. Phil Lester. Phil Lester had an anxiety attack at school. He hit his head. And the school mostly has tile floors all through out it. I opened my mouth, but no words came out. Instead, I started to cry. My mother rushed over and held me in her arms. I couldn't stop the sobs.
"Honey, he will be okay." My mother soothingly said as she brushed her hands through my hair. I was unable to respond, I could barely even breath.
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It was now twelve o'clock at night and I couldn't sleep. It had been two days since Phil had passed out at school. His parents told my mom that he had been in and out but not for that long. They said he was fine and that he would wake up when he was ready. My mom had to go to work so I was alone in my big empty hospital room. I gazed out the window into the sky imagining how Phil felt right now. I wish I could be with him and make sure he was okay.
"I miss you so much Phil please be okay." I whispered to myself before I turned away from the window and shut my eyes.

Phil:
I made my way to the hospital as quickly as I could. Thank god I rode in the ambulance with Dan the first time I came here. Otherwise I would have had no idea where the hospital was.
"I'm here to see Dan Howell." I gasped out to the women at the front desk of the hospital. She had her black hair tied into a messy bun, scrubs that had what looked like spit up on the shoulder and she looked comply and utterly done with her job (or me, I couldn't tell, probably both).
"Sir, I need you to fill out this paper work." The women shoved a pile of heavy papers at me and I nearly fell over.
"Are you sure, I was here three days in a row. I even brought my pass from last time." I held up the pink sticker with my picture on it that I had received last time. She simply glared at me, glanced down at her wrist watch and I swear I saw her smirk (but only for a few seconds).
"One moment sir." She then proceeded to walk out the door behind her. The clock on the wall is the only noise in the room now. That is how quite it is. It's a creepy kind of quite though not a nice kind. The room is so empty. It just has a few chairs, a coffee table covered in magazines and newspapers and a few dim light lights attached to the ceiling. After a few minutes a happy looking nurse waltzed through the door and, I recognized her as the really nice nurse I met on the first night.
"Phil!" She says excitedly. "What are you doing here?! It's about one thirty in the morning darling." I couldn't help but smile at her peppy attitude so early in the morning.
"I came to see Dan it's...a long story."
"Well okay then, place those papers back on the desk as long as you have your pass from a few days ago you are fine to come back in." She then examined my pass, made me sigh in and then she started to lead me towards Dan.
"He will probably be asleep pumpkin okay?"
"Okay."
We were walking side by side down a huge, white, shiny hallway. I was much taller than her so I kind of had to slow down my regular walking pace so she wouldn't have to speed up. She was reminding me about the hospital rules and stuff like that. I was trying to listen really but I just needed to see Dan.
"And you know, if you need help use the phone to the side of his bed and just call up front. Alright here we are." She stopped in front of Dan's door and placed her hand on the metal knob.
"Thank you..."
"Nancy." She smiled up at me and I really just wanted to hug her. She reminded me of a really nice woman who used to be our neighbor back in Cali. I smiled warmly back at her,
"Thank you Nancy."
With that she opened the door and allowed me in.
"Dan." I whispered to myself as I silently closed the door behind me. I swiftly made my way over to him trying to be as quite as I could be. I gazed down at the curly brown haired boy. He had shifted to his left so he was kind of facing towards the windows. The moonlight shone on his face allowing me to see the few moles sparkled across his face. He was so beautiful. In his white hospital gown, his hair just falling in the most perfect place it could and his full pink lips. Oh god. Don't even get me started on his perfect lips. I was so relived that he looked better. The bruise on his face wasn't even noticeable any more. I slowly sat on the edge of his bed and took his hand in mine. He was warm and that made me happy and, I couldn't help but just smile down at him.
Dan Howell is my gorgeous little boyfriend.
"I love you Dan." I whispered to him as I leant down and placed a light kiss on his soft hair covering his forehead. A few moments later his long eyelashes started to flutter open. His beautiful hazel eyes were now wide open starring at me.
"Good morning Sunshine." I whispered down to Dan.