Walk In My Stiletto Shoes!

Chapter Elenven- It's Not Mine.

After Monday I decided to take

a few days for myself to adjust to the facts. Who was I going to tell?

Does Drake really need to know?

I called the school Tuesday morning to tell them I had the flu. Dylan texted a few times but I told him I didn't want to talk to anyone right now. Jenn called and asked why I haven't been in touch,  I told her i'd call her back. Jessica called Monday night and tried to make plans, that was an interesting. She tried to deny she was with Drake. I told her what I had to say then told her to lose my number.  Jenn agreed that I had a reason to be mad. She claims she hasn't talked to Jessica since I told her about the situation a couple days ago when Dylan told me.

Anyway, I don't have time for that drama. I have a bigger situation to worry about.

It was Thursday night when I decided I needed a break from this town.  I called my aunt and arranged for her to pick me up on Saturday.

Then I layed in bed and thought the whole thing over.  Without even fully thinking I texted Drake.

Me: I'm pregnant.. please don't say anything.

Drake: Shouldn't you be telling Dylan, it's his problem not mine. If you weren't such a slut I might actually care.

Me: Drake, Dylan and I haven't slept together. This kid is yours.

Drake: Nice try, quit bringing me into your drama. It isn't my kid. Even if it was, I want nothing to do with it or you.

I didn't reply. There was no point in fighting with him. The only thought in my head is what am I going to with an unwanted child? I can't get an abortion i'd never forgive myself. What's left of my family would disown me, not including my mother. She probably could care less ethier way. I can't raise a kid, that's completely out of the question. I'm still greiving. Not to mention i'm completely broken and confused with life since the Drake and my mom incident. I have too much of an unhealthy life to bring a kid into. This only leaves adoption.

All this thinking was making me hungry. I went downstairs and cooked some rice and chicken.  Mom was in the kitchen and started on me first thing about taking more time off.

"Not my fault I caught the flu." I told her.

"Your behind as it is. You'll never graduate on time. "

"Mother, let me handle it. You never cared about my schooling that much before so why start now."

Just then I heard a girl holler "Hey dad!" it was coming front the front door.

Next thing I knew a girl that James introduced to my mother and I as Lyndsay was hugging my mother.

"Brooke, I forgot to tell you, James has two kids. Treat them like family."

"I'll pass." I said

I grabbed my big bowl of rice and went back to my room. Well, atleast now I have an excuse to be a fat kid who has an extreme obsession for food.

After I ate I realized I haven't left my house in a few days. I texted Dylan and asked him if he wanted to hang. Asking Jenn was out of the question because I didn't want to tell her the story just yet.

Few minutes later and I once again was in Dylans truck.

"So have you thought about your situation yet?" Was the first thing he said to me.

"I'm thinking adoption. Yeah it's going to hurt but I can't do this alone. I told Drake which I know was clear stupidity. He claims it's yours cause i'm a slut and all. I'm going away for a few days to think about it more and be alone."

"Where you going?" He seemed worried.

"My aunts. A half hour away."  I said assuring him I wouldn't go too far away that we couldn't be friends.

The silence that followed made me realize we were once again in our feild in the middle of no where.

"Brooke, just know your not alone with this. I'm here for you. Even if you decide to keep the baby, i'll help you the best I can. I will even be the dad if that's what it might come to. I just don't want you to give the baby up if your going to regret it. I'm starting to have feelings for you and I know that together, we can do this."

I didn't know what to say, so I just told him thanks. It really made me want to rethink the situation in a way. At the same time it would bring confusion to the baby cause I don't want a relationship for the same reasons I can't raise a child.

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A/N: SO, I know it's short and that it's been a while. I just got really busy. And I realized hill climb racing was in the windows 8 store on my moms laptop. im highly addicted to that game, its horrible. But im back now. Also I got a new phone,  which brings mire good news other than I can play hill climb racing on a mobile device again. I can also update from my phone for the days getting on a computer is hopeless. However, I dislike updating from mobile.

Anyways, I rambled longer than necessary. Enjoy. I'm eventually going to go back and fill in the chapters with no titles. Gosh, i'm such a procastinator.

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P.S. I'm having uploading problems. Due to my phone having mood swings. Hopefully it uploads eventually on this cold Wednesday night.