I'm sorry

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*readers P.O.V*

I woke up sometime later, but I was in a car. Not just any car; Smiley's car. 

"Oh, you're awake?" He said sharply. 

I glanced at him. He looks pissed. I thought, noticing his bruised knuckles. 

"What happened to your hand?" I asked, trying to sound innocent. "You should know." He replied coldly. I gulped nervously. 

"Are you gonna find that girl?" I asked quietly. He shook his head. "I trusted you." He said bluntly. Chills ran up my spine. "The straps weren't secure-"

"Shut it!" He snapped, shooting a glare at me. I fell silent. 

"Smiley?" I asked quietly. He huffed, but didn't answer. I sighed. "Doctor Smiley?" I asked again. He glanced at me. 

"What?" He replied, irritated. "I'm sorry...." I said, as sincerely as possible.  
He sighed, but didn't answer. After a long period of silence, we arrived at the old hospital. I climbed out of the car, but didn't follow Smiley to the door.

"Y/n!" He snapped. "Come on!" He said, opening the heavy, broken door. I shook my head. 

"You have to the count of three to get over here, or else-""You're not my mom!" I snapped, cutting him off. He chuckled. 

"I might as well be. Obviously she hasn't been caring for you." He said coldly. I fell silent, and looked down. He narrowed his eyes and stormed up to me. 

"Come on." He said, grabbing my arm. I glanced up at him, but stayed put. "Smiley.. I'm sorry..." I said quietly. He huffed, and pulled me into his arms. 

"It's fine." He said harshly. "Now let's get inside. You're already sick enough." He said, pulling me inside.
I didn't bother to ask about what happened to me on the road. I figured he would say some bullshit lie. I knew he did something to me, though. My heart has never done that before. Sighing, I followed him through the building, and back to the basement. When I walked through the door, this sudden uneasiness took over me, and I stopped walking. 

"Smiley?" I asked, clutching my chest. He looked over at me from the table. "Yes?" I looked around and then back at him. "What did you do to me?" I asked shakily.  He noticed me clutching my chest, and sighed. 

"I told you, y/n. It's your heart. I didn't do anything to you." He replied, walking up to me. Grabbing me by the shoulders, he pulled me into a hug. "Please believe me. I wouldn't do that to you." He said, rubbing my back. 

I shivered. He's lying. I thought. That's all he does. I felt myself tearing up, so I quickly pulled away from him. 

"Don't touch me..." I said, looking at the floor. He scowled. "You know what," he snapped. "I'm trying to help you, but you keep refusing." He said, his voice was harsh. 

"You think I'm lying to you, but I am the only one on this  planet that will help you. But no, he's lying!!" He snapped again. I recoiled from him, and stayed focused on the floor. He scowled again. 

"Fine." He said, storming out of the room. As he walked away, he pulled something from his pocket and chucked it across the room.

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