I'm staying

220 4 0
                                    

*Your P.O.V*
My eyes flickered open, and I was laying on the cold basement floor, Smiley kneeling above me. His surgical mask was gone, and his eyes where filled with horror. 

"Y/N..." He mumbled when I came to. "Smiley..?" I managed weakly. He sighed in relief and collapsed next to me. 

"I thought...... I thought you where dead..." He mumbled. I looked at him, and a tear slid down his cheek. "You wanted me to leave." I said, forcing myself up. 

"I know...." he glanced at me. "But I never thought you'd do that..." He sat up, and grabbed his mask off the floor. He clutched it tightly, and let it fall again. "I'm sorry, Y/N...." His arms went limp, and he slouched over. "I should've never brought you here." I looked at him, and I gently grabbed him hand. He looked over at me, and more tears began to spill from his ruby eyes.

"Smiley?" I yelped, throwing my arms around him, knowing him over. He grunted, but wrapped his arms around my waist, and deepened the hug. "I needed you..." He said quietly. "I've been so lonely...." he pressed his face to my shoulder, and held tightly onto me. 

"Smiley?" I asked, keeping my arms around him. He let out a muffled 'hmm?' I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I knew that what I was doing was wrong. I could've escaped.  Gone to a hospital. Gotten help. Gone home.  But there I was, on the floor of an abandoned hospital, hugging desperately onto the man that brought me there against my will. 

"I-...." I fell silent, and I dropped my head. I don't know what to say...  I felt bad staying quiet. "I..... I don't know....." I rolled off of him, and laid next to him on the cold floor. He sat up, and looked down at me. I glanced at his face. He didn't seem to smile much. 

"Why do you go as Dr. Smiley?" I finally spat out. He looked away, and grabbed the mask. He held it up to his face, and smiled wide underneath, revealing sharp, shark-like teeth. 

I jolted up, and pulled the mask away before he could react. He gasped and covered his mouth with his hand. 

"He-what are you doing???" He yelped, slightly muffled. I cupped his face with my hands. "That was cool." I said bluntly, looking into his eyes. His cheeks turned slightly pink. 

"No it's not.." He said, pulling away from me. He stood up, and turn away from me. "I hate my smile, so I hide it with a mask." He said, putting the cloth surgical mask back on. He looked over his shoulder at me, and sighed. 

"I guess you're wondering why it's like that, huh?" He asked, turning back to me, and kneeling down. I nodded, not breaking eye contact with him. He sighed, and grabbed my hand, helping me to my feet. "I'll tell you, but first, I want to know more about you."

Your Heart Will Be Mine (A Doctor Smiley x Reader fan fiction)Where stories live. Discover now