Your Heart Will Be Mine (A Doctor Smiley x Reader fan fiction)

All these signs, but I didn't know how to read

*Your P.O.V*

I talked with Carol all afternoon, and that night, she offered to let me stay with them until I was healed enough to return home, whenever that would be.

The hospital knew who I was, and there were police investigators all around me, asking me questions, all while Carol stayed by my side. 

I lied to the police. I told them I had been in a basement, like I told Carol. I didn't want Smiley getting caught, if he was even real. 

I didn't know what to believe. Whatever the police believed, I guess... 

The next day, I woke up around 4:30ish in the morning, and I saw someone in the hospital room with me. I rubbed my eyes, trying to adjust to the dark, but only made it more difficult to see them.

"Hello?" I asked, drowsily. 

There was no response.

I snapped awake and I sat up.

"Who are you?" I asked again, growing fearful, worried it was Colton, or worse..

"You haven't forgotten me already, have you dear?" A familiar voice asked. 

My eyes widened and I couldn't't help but smile.

"Hi Smiley...." I said quietly.

He stepped out of the dark and walked towards me. He has on a black hoodie with the hood pulled up, and he wasn't wearing the mask.

"Why'd you leave me there?" I asked him, seeing the despair in his eyes.

 "I didn't know what to do. I had to get out of there, but I couldn't take you. You were supposed to be safe until I could come back. But you're too smart for that. I should've known...." He trailed off and looked away from me. 

"I'm guessing you hate me now?" he looked at me out of the corner of his eyes, and I felt my heart break.

"N-no..." I stammered, looking down at my lap.

"I felt like you abandoned me there... Like I was nothing..." I wanted to start crying, but I couldn't. Something helped me hold it back.

"I'm sorry Y/N." he replied quietly, his voice was soft.

I looked up at him. 

"So what now?" I asked, shrugging.

"Did you tell the police?" He looked back at me.

I shook my head. 

"I told them I was drugged so much that I have no memory of the person or where I was...Just in case you came back for me..." I looked back at my lap and tears threatened to finally spill.

"I thought you wanted to kill me.... When I got out, everything was gone. You... You were gone." Tears splattered on the blanket, and I quickly wiped them off the face. 

He grabbed my shoulders pulled my towards him, hugging me tightly. 

"I know. I'm sorry..." is all he said.

"I don't think I can take you with me again." He looked down at me, still holding me tight.

"What do you mean?" I pulled away and looked at him with confusion.

"They found you. Forget me, Y/N." He said boldly.

"What?" Is all I could get out.

He smiled softly at me and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead.

"Forget me."