Hectic Feelings (Jason's Pov.) [Edited]

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So Yes. I Am DannyYourBoss :D Hell Yes Baby. Brianna Is A Little Emotional At The Moment [Not Saying Why...] But I Hope You Still Enjoy This. :)

This Is Your Que Go Read You Little Rascal. ;D

P.s Im Starting To Write From When Bliss Runs Into The Room. Because You'll Find Out What They Talk Bout Some Other Chappie.

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*Jason Warners POV*

"Eh, Alpha Sparrow. I think it's best that.."- We were interrupted by the slamming of the Meeting Hall's doors. We both turned out heads with an angry expression. Who would interrupt us on an important meeting. They shall be punished for there wrong doings.

When I see who it is my expression softens. But when I look at her appearance my stare turns lustful. Bliss looks sexy there standing in front of me bare to me seeing her makes me h0rny. (I Have To Do That With.. Inappropriate Words. Lols)

I hear a grunt and a chair sliding forcefully on the wooden floors. Zander walks in my line of sight of her beautiful bare body. I watch him take his shirt off roughly and slip it on Bliss going down til her mid thigh. I was Slightly disappointed.

I was sent out of my trance when she spoke.

"Alpha's," She bowed respectfully to us. "I have crossed paths with an unknown wolf, that I soon found out was Dimitru Farkas." I growled out loud. How dare he tread on grounds that are not his. I was still growling but Bliss ignored it and went on.

"And he has given me a message.." She pauses but continues on. "A threat to be infact. 'Give me both packs and everyone will be left unharmed.' " She finished off. I was furious.

How dare he say to give over my pack. The pack I started on my own. I will not. He'll have to kill me first.

"When was this Beta Black?" I asked her still angry.

"Not so long ago. We came here as soon as he left. I nod my head.

When Alpha Sparrow speaks up. "Bliss you have to start training them more and more everyday."

"I'll help her, she CAN'T do this all by herself. This is to much for someone. Even if she is the strongest She-wolf there is. She'll go insane." Stephen stated.

"Alright, Stephen you will train the younger ones while she trains the older ones in defense and offense, You teach the young ones about history and things like that. Do we have an understanding?" Asked Zander. The both looked at each other with pleased smiles and nodded.

Zander stands up saying he'll inform his pack and that he will be back later on. Which left us three left. In a very awkward silence.

"Well, I need to go and check up on Seth. He said he needed help with something." He left in a rush.

So now it left me and Bliss.

I was thinking of what to say. Or I should get the courage to say what I needed to say because she's been up in her room for two days and if she came out it was to eat and when she did come out she ignored me in every possible way.

While im in my thought I hear foot steps. I stand up and walk after her and put my hand on her shoulder, stopping her from going further.

I scratch my head with my other hand and speak up. "Bliss can we... Uh, Talk?" I ask hesitantly.I hear her sigh and shrug off my hand.

She turns around with a big fake smile. "Sure, There's no way to prevent this talk anyways. Let's get this over with." I walk over to the to chair and turn it around to face her. She waves her hand at me to start on.

"Well, we have to finish that talk." I said a little embarrassed.

I hear her stifle a groan. "Can we please forget it? Please?"  I felt angry, hurt, and frustrated. How could she!

"Bliss! How can I forget that moment we had! What am I suppose to forget my feelings at the snap of your fingers? My feelings grow for you over and over. Each day and every day I saw you. Since that day in the Forest I saw you." I confessed to her but I was'nt finished yet.

"I wanted you as mine and only mine." I said feriously with all my emotions put into it.

"Can't you see the longing I have for your touch, your laugh, your smile, that twinkle in your eyes when your happy, and especially your love. For the moon goddess' sake I wanted you to love me as more than a brother. But as a spouse, as a lover. Don't you understand?.." I finished in a mere whisper losing all my energy in my confession.

I heard her whipser "I do," . "Then how? Tell me how? Because I think you don't at all!" I said angrily.

I saw anger and pain flash in her eyes for a moment.

"You say I don't understand but then again I'm the one that got my heart shattered by my mate! I'm a rejected mate! He doesn't want me like I yearn for him! Sometimes people don't get what they always want." I ended.

"Can't you get over that! And start over with me! Because I'm willing to love you more then him! More than my own life." I said exasperated.

"I'm sorry Jason But he's my mate and even if I don't want him back. Sooner or later." She said quietly, But I heard her loud and clear.

"What is wrong with you!? I tell you I love you. And your here saying you want your mate back the one who rejected you to go fuck other girls." I told her i saw hurt on her face, but I kept going.

"Or do you not remember the day we found you all alone and lost?" I asked her. I saw unshed tears in her eye's.

"No.. I remember it perfectly. But the only thing is you were very welcoming. Not some monster trying to destroy someone with memories and feelings."

"Bliss. If your so willing to take him back. I was wrong about you all along. Your a pathetic little girl. Who feeds off of every ones' feelings. You just put up a shield around you so no one can come in at all. You've changed." I had conviction in the last sentence.

Her face went blank and her eyes went cold.

"Oh, I'm so sorry for changing. But I thought you would be the last to ever... Ever call me pathetic. But I guess I'm wrong. And your wrong. I didn't change at all. You did. Emotions can blind a person so much they don't know what's happening around them. I'm sorry if you don't understand how it feels' to be rejected but I do,"

She pushed the chair back and slammed against the wall and she started to speed walk. I felt really bad.

"Wait, Bliss.."

But she stopped me and said. "Whatever Jason you said enough. I don't care anymore. I'll talk to you later." And she left like that.

"Oh Moon Godess. What have I done?"

I felt like complete shit now. Why did I have to do that.

Maybe she's right . Maybe I did change and maybe not for the best. I stay in the Meeting Hall the rest of the day. No came and disrupted me in my alone time. Thinking over everything that happened that day.one

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So I Hope You Liked It. I'm Sure Brianna (ScreamoLover) Will Be Alright Or A Slight Bit Better Next Time So She will Be Able To Get A Better Chapter Next Time ^-^ Lols. Hope You Loved It

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