Chapter eight: What have I done?

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Shai's POV

As I stand in the living room I think about what just happened.

Theo kissed me, on the lips, after he told me he was engaged to Ruth.

I keep thinking why would Theo kiss me? Its not like we haven't kissed but that was acting, that's out career, we have to do what the scrip says, but this kiss felt different, if felt real.

Every time we kiss in the movie I feel a tingle, but I push it deep down, I have to, when we kiss in the movie that's as Four and Tris, not Theo and Shai. But god, that kiss we just had was the best kiss, I felt a fire ignite in me.

Shai stop it, he's engaged. My mind scolds me, and its right. I won't be the girl that steals someone fiancé. I won't be that girl, I've been the girl on the other side. My high school sweetheart, Zach cheated on me with my best friend Bella at the time. Me and Zach had been dating for almost 7 months when I had drove to his house to just hang out with him. Well when I walked into his room I found him and Bella in bed, naked. Me and Bella weren't friends after that. Even though that's a little different then this situation because I don't think Ruth's a big fan of me. The first time we met didn't go so well.

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I'm sitting on the kitchen counter top in Theo's hotel room. Theo is standing in between my legs making his sexual jokes as usual.

"Theo stop!" I giggle pushing Theo away from me.

"Why Shai, you know you want me." He wiggles his eyes at me. He's right I do want him, but sadly I can't have him.

"Theo, no." I giggle again. That's something Theo can always get me to do, giggle or laugh.

"Pretty please Shai." Theo gives me his famous pouty eyes.

"No Theo." I try to give him a stern look, as I start swinging my legs around him.

"Fine." Theo pouts, moving to get away from me. Just as he turns my leg accidentally connects with his 'area'.

"Theo!" I scream, jumping down from the counter top as Theo falls to the ground. He groans when I lay my hand on his shoulder.

"I think I'm ok." He groans.

"Are you sure your groins ok?" I ask with a little laugh.

"I don't know, why don't you check it for me." He asks with a smirk.

"Check what?" A soft, Irish voice asks from the doorway. I was about to ask who she was when Theo answered for me.

"Ruth? What are you doing here?" Of course, the beautiful woman standing before us is his girlfriend Ruth.

"What I'm not allowed to visit my boyfriend?" She puts a emphasis on the words, telling me I need to back off.

"No I'm not say-" Theo starts but is cut off by Ruth.

"And who is this?" She looks at me with her eyebrows raised.

"Hi I'm Shailene, but you can call me Shai." I stand up and walk over to her, pushing my hand out to shake hers. She just looks at my hand, not moving hers at all. She rolls her eyes at me and looks over at Theo.

"Are you just going to lay there or give your girlfriend a hug?" I drop my hand so I don't look so stupid.

"Um of course, sorry." Theo mumbles, walking over to me and Ruth. As they embrace Theo looks over at me, his eyes are screaming 'I'm so sorry!'.

When Theo pulls back a second after they hug Ruth pulls his lips forcibly to hers, making her tongue visible. Theo lightly pushes her away to look at me.

"Shai you can stay while I make dinner for me and Ruth." Ruth rolls her eyes at Theo.

"I would love to, but I should probably go over my lines, you know get ready for tomorrow." I try to sound cheerful, that doesn't work out so well.

"Are you sure Shai? I really don't mi-"

"Theo she said she wants to go over her lines, and I would like to have some alone time with you." Ruth bats her eyelashes at Theo. Theo doesn't even give her a glance, he just stares at me.

"Theo it's ok, really." I smile at him. I start to walk past him to the door but he grabs me and gives me a warm hug. I hug him back even when I hear Ruth grumble behind him.

I pull back from the hug and walk to the door. Before I step out into the hallway I turn back to Theo.

"I expect you to pucker up tomorrow James." I say with a wink.

"Oh I will, believe me." He sends a me a wink, chuckling in the process.

With that said I step into the hallway to spend a night alone.

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That was when we were about halfway into filming Divergent. I later found out that the reason why Ruth was being rude to me was because Theo didn't stop talking about me when we had Christmas break. Apparently he talks about me more then he does Ruth. Theo still hardly ever talks about Ruth, that's probably why he never told me they had gotten engaged.

I've only seen Ruth one other time then that, and it was only by accident. I had walked out of my door to grab a bite to eat when she was walking back to Theo's room from shopping. Lets just say she didn't talk to me, only gave me a dirty look.

I walk into my room and change to go to bed. Pulling off my leggings and taking my bra off, I walk over to where my nightshirts are. I pull on one of Theo's Star Wars shirts, being embraced with Theo's smell, god do I love his smell.

I lay down in my bed and fall asleep, dreaming of a sexy British man with chocolate brown eyes.

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A/N

Boring chapter I know. But I wanted to tell you guys about the first time Shai and Ruth met. Anyways after this next chapter there will be some time skips as they go through filming. I have some good surprises for you then😏😉

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