'Friends.'
If you were asked to describe how you feel towards your best friend. The words are usually 'stupid, loving or awesome.' But what if you choke up? What if possible words flashed through your mind and none actually fit how you feel about your best friend. Because the feeling you have cannot be described with words.
Taehyung wasn't a type to feel immense jealousy but certain people bring out the worst in others. In Jimin was speaking words to Taehyung and Taehyung was not absorbing those words. Anyone could see it, could clearly see the love swimming in Taehyung's eyes, the admiration in his eyes. Whenever Taehyung would look at Jimin, his eyes grow glossy, clear, transparent almost. His emotions located in those brown orbs. However, Taehyung's eyes shift to darkness, as though a thick layer of black paint coated them, blocking out all access to seeing what emotion he holds.
Don't just stare! Respond!
Taehyung's favourite words, the words he continuously would say when speaking or when be spoken to by Jimin. Once those words suddenly flash through his mind, every time, Taehyung's eyes would grow wide for a split second before averting his gaze completely. Jimin picked up on these small gestures, mentally placing this information in a book. Jimin would stop speaking once Taehyung does this and it takes a while for Taehyung to realise before turning to face Jimin again, 'paying attention.' This time however, Jimin didn't resume his story. Instead the boy merely stared at the other, a smirk playing on his lips.
"What?" Taehyung asked. Expression holding confusion, his eyes jumping from areas of the room.
Jimin simply moved closer causing their knees to come in contact as they were both cross legged on the floor of Taehyung's living room. Taehyung choked on his words, wanting to say 'Jimin' but that simple word stopped and clogged up the boys' throat. Having Jimin sit so close and have this head slanted to the side slightly, his wide, happy filled eyes watching Taehyung in awe. This left Taehyung frozen.
"We're friends, right Tae?" Jimin asks, his voice in a low whisper sending chills down Taehyung's spine.
Taehyung too in shock to speak simply nodded, slowly.
"So tell me how you feel." Jimin then said, voice harsh full of worry. Losing sound of his voice by the end, a clear indication of that unwanted lump that formed in his throat.
Taehyung inhaled a sharp breath, eyes growing wide and body tensing up before him. Hearing Jimin's voice lack the emotion happiness, it hurt Taehyung. That simple change of voice plunged a sharp dagger into Taehyung's heart and it hurt.
"Jimin." The name sliding off Taehyung's tongue in a whisper, his body relaxing as his eye lids dropped, a strong gaze full of love on Jimin.
"We're friends, that what you see us as right?" Taehyung begins to which Jimin nodded hesitantly.
Before speaking again, Taehyung inhaled deeply before exhaling so harsh it brushed onto Jimin's face. With so much force the boy had to close his eyes to stop cold winds from causing tears. This simple gesture lifted up the mood and both Jimin and Taehyung couldn't help but laugh.
"That was pleasant Taehyung." Jimin chuckles.
The laughs die down and before it was complete silence once more, 'I love you' passed Taehyung's lips to which Jimin heard loud and clear. The silence lingered, Jimin's lips were slightly parted and his eyes wide in shock. However, the boy didn't allow the tension to build, he instead smiled, dropping his stare from Taehyung and down to his hands. Grasping them in his, he whispered back the same words with the same amount of meaning.
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Stupid me deleted this... sorry
