Nails between teeth was never a sound appealing to Taehyung and strongly tried to avoid creating such sound, however when nerves hit him like a train, all he can feel is the dense nail scrape roughly against his perfectly straight teeth. He never could find words to assist him in speaking how he feels, he can never push those words passed his quivering lips, would always feel sweat beads run down his forehead, like ants and he desires to itch. So when his hands shoot up to brush against his features, it's then he can feel and see how badly his slim, tan hands are shaking.
Currently, Taehyung was dragging his feet behind him as his eyes were locked with the damp ground, hearing Jimin's soft murmurs as he spoke about his day but every words that passed the olders lips flew by just like the wind. Loosely, Taehyung's thoughts began to wonder, the sounds, feelings and important sight darkened, were forgotten by the younger and all he felt was distraught.
Jimin came to a halt when the sounds of scrapping heels of shoes silenced and all was heard was the sound of the wind, every now and then the lanky trees swaying. Turning to see if Taehyung was okay he only came face to face with a young boy on the verge of exploding. Taehyung's eyes glistening against the street lights, his hands shaking and mouth parted in the attempt to calm his breathing.
"Tae?" Jimin whispered, voice laced with a spectacular amount of worry as he moved closer towards the boy, closing proximity and grabbing Taehyung's attention.
Taehyung's reaction caused Jimin to flinch, jump back ever so slightly while bringing his hands up in a defensive manner. Taehyung had shot his head up, moving forward quickly freezing completely when his mind cleared up from the thick fog.
"Jimin." He mumbled crouching down, his hands brought up to grip chunks of his hair as his body shook violently.
"I'm scared Jimin."
Without any hesitation Jimin moved forward getting straight onto his knees, cupping Taehyung's face in his hands feeling his hands sting against Taehyung's cold cheeks.
"What are you scared of Tae?"
A low, soft laugh passed Taehyung's lips sending shivers down Jimin's spine. As Taehyung raised his head in order to lock eyes with Jimin, Jimin's hands dropped down brushing against the boys' neck, lazily sitting on his shoulders.
"I'm scared of you."
Words couldn't pass Jimin's lips, they were caught in his throat almost choking him and mere screeches of voice passed his throat. Just when a word decided to push passed his rough throat, Taehyung spoke up again, tears now freely rolling down his cheeks.
"I'm scared to say I love you..to you Jimin."
Seconds passed and Jimin's cheeks raised up pushing closed his eyes as a wide smile showed of his white teeth and a laugh, so soft and loving was heard. Taehyung was now confused, unable to speak now and all he could feel was his heart beating harshly against his ribcage and the cold wind hit his cheeks, reminding him of the lost tears.
"Have you overcame your fear now?" Jimin speaks softly.
With Taehyung's head now at a slight slant, Jimin took this opportunity to press his lips roughly onto Taehyung's making the younger boy to fall back onto his butt. Groaning into the kiss, Jimin smiled and Taehyung could never forget that feeling. Pulling back, Jimin's deep sigh brushed against Taehyung's features. So the boys let silence linger for a while before Taehyung spoke up, voice shaking, tears rimming his eyes, a layer of them over his eyes and threating to fall anytime his eye lids drop.
"I hate you."
"Ah no you don't." Jimin began but was cut off as Taehyung clutched his hand onto the fabric of Jimin's shirt, resting his head on Jimin's shoulder as unstable sobs passed his damp lips.
"I love you too."
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A/N
Yeah I know I am horrible.
See you later.
P.s new hair in photo
