76 Sunday - Aug 7, 2016 | 2:36AM

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(1:32AM)

R: Baby, you here?

D: Hey.

R: Hello! (((((( Baby )))))))

D: {{{{{{{ Richard }}}}}}}}

R: Sorry, I'm super late.

D: I know. I was about to head to bed.

R: I was trying to get some good (naughty) shots of myself for this chat. 😂 That's what took me so long.

D: Let's see it then. 🙃

R: Aw, baby. I tried. 🙈

D: You didn't get any? Well that's lame. Loljk.

R: No. (>~<)

D: I don't need a magazine spread, Richard. I just want to see you. Take a selfie while in bed?

R: Hang on.

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R: >> Richard sent an image.

R: >> Richard sent an image

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D: Hello, beautiful. ❤️

D: Aww.

D: Damn.

R: Damn, good or Damn, bad?

D: You look like a really nice guy, Richard.

D: You look like you deserve a girl whom you can take outside for a stroll, or to take to dinner with your parents.

D: I'm not that girl. I'm just a cyber persona, Richard.

R: Whoa, there. Stop right there.

R: I am a nice guy, I think, yeah. What does that have to do with you suddenly not being fit to be my girlfriend?

R: The time to meet the parents will come.

R: Let's worry about meeting each other first.

D: What is the point to all this, Richard? This is all just past time.

R: Will you please calm down? You don't mean that.

D: We should rethink what we really want.

R: What is going on, Dei? What the hell is going on?

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D: Your smile. I can tell you're an honest, nice, caring, decent man. Why are you here in this cheap little app, spending the ungodly hours talking to a total stranger.

R: You are scaring me, Dei. What happened? Why are you being like this? You are not a stranger to me. Not anymore. You know how deeply I have fallen for you.

D: Reality happened, Richard.

R: What the hell does that mean?

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R: I'm sorry. What do you mean by that, Dei?

D: You deserve a real girlfriend, not a cyber (aka imagined) partner to have cyber sex with every night!

R: Don't do this, Dei. We can talk about whatever doubts you're having.

D: Maybe what were doing, this, this nightly charade... Maybe this is just a waste of time.

R: What are you saying? Where is this coming from? Has this all been just a charade to you???

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R: I don't like where this is headed, so please stop while we still can.

D: I am trying to stop this.

R: Dei. I meant stop this sudden 'You're not for me' crap. Last night, you were talking about straddling me. Tomorrow, we should be talking about what date we would... wait...

R: Is that it? Are you backing out of the eyeball, Dei? Do you wanna take back the date you said you would reveal tomorrow? Hey, listen, I can wait if you don't want to, yet. I can wait 'til you're ready.

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R: Dei? It can't be that. If you think I deserve a real-life girlfriend, then let's have that. Let's make you a real person. You know how much I want to see you, to kiss you, to embrace you.

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D: What if we meet and you realize that you hate me? That you don't like how I look. What if you hate who I am???

R: Where is this coming from, baby? Why are you doing this to yourself? Why are you doing this to me?

D: You will hate me, Richard. You will.

R: Don't do this to me, Dei.

D: This is wrong.

R: Don't do this, please, Dei.

D: What did I get myself into? I am so stupid.

R: Don't you dare, Dei. Don't you fucking dare do this to me.

R: Why the fuck would you do this to me? You take me on a crazy two weeks of happiness and just suddenly say, "I think this is a mistake, bye!". I thought you love me.

D: I NEVER said that.

R: Wow:

D: You NEVER did, either.

R: What the fuck, Dei?
All I ever think about is you.
All I can think of is you, your amazing wit, your funny jokes, your cute curses when I turn you on. The list goes on and on.

R: I am madly in love with you. That much is true. That much is obvious. I don't care how you look. You make me happy. You're the one who makes me smile. And I love you for that.
But it turns out, you don't love me back.

D: It's only been two weeks, Richard. We can still turn this around. Go back to a normal life, try to find normal love.

R: I don't want normal love! I want you, Dei!

R: You know what. Why don't you say it, say it right now. Tell me you don't love me!

R: SAY IT.

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R: Damn it, Dei. SAY IT.

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D: I'm sorry, Richard. I can't do this.

- - Dei has left the chatroom - -
(2:30AM)

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