Love Me Harder

Thirty - "I..I just cant"

(Justin's POV)
I woke up to my alarm clock ringing. I groaned and then realized Selena wasn't there. She was probably downstairs cooking. I got up and went to the bathroom. To get a shower and get dressed.
Once I was finished getting ready I still haven't seen Selena. I decided to go downstairs to see what she was up to. I walked down the stairs and saw nothing. Did she already leave?
I tried texting her but I didn't get an answer. Then I tried calling her, no answer. So I left a voicemail.
"Selena this isn't funny, whatever you're doing. I'll see you at school. Love you."
I put my phone in my pocket and grab an apple to eat on the way to school.
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It's 2nd period and I still haven't seen Selena. Shes in this class, where the hell is she? She's disappeared off the face of the earth. Maybe she's leaving me? What if something really bad happened? What if I was in a coma or something and it was all a dream-
"Justin?" I heard Mrs. White say.
"Huh?" I said. I heard everyone laugh.
"Biebs wake up."Ryan said.
I rolled my eyes until I saw Selena walk in very slowly.
She had a long sleeve shirt and leggings on. It was hot as hell outside, what was she thinking? She carefully handed the teach a note and started walking to a seat. I grabbed her hand as she walked passed me,
"Sel." I started but she shook her head and closed her eyes and forced her hand away from mine, walking away.
Ryan looked at me and I shrugged. I turned to watch her as she say in the back left corner of the room, 2 seats away. We make eye contact fact and as soon as she did her eyes got watery. I sighed in my head and raised my hand.
"Can I be excused to go to the restroom."
"Yeah, go, splash some water in your face too Justin." She said as I walked out. I stood there beside the door until she came out. I heard her sigh and close the door behind her. She looked at me for a second, again, tearing up, and shook her head. Her eyes left mine and looked down at her feet.
"Whats-"
She ran. She ran into the girls bathroom. Wow, cliché. I groaned and checked to see if anyone was around and then I went in.
"Selena, what the hell is going on?"
I heard her sniffle.
"I can't see you anymore." She said.
"W-Why not? Selena-"
She came out of the stall and looked at me with her red eyes.
"I.. I just can't." She said, walking out. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her close to me.
"Why the hell not Selena?" I asked, trying to keep my voice down. A year ran down her cheek and she rolled up her sleeves. After that, she rolled up her shirt so I could see a little over her belly button. She rolled up one of her pant legs and I stared. Her whole body was purple. I suddenly felt this fire burn inside of me.
"Selena.."
"He said I couldn't see you. I have to stay with him or.." She trailed off as she rolled her clothing back down.
"Or? whatever Selena. Screw him. I know you're scared of him but baby,-"
"No." She said sternly. "I.. I can't see you, I have to go." She said, trying to pull away.
"I can keep you safe.." I whisper, Holding onto her tightly. Another tear drops and she shakes her head. I feel her lips on mine for a slight second and then I open my eyes and she's gone.

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Sorry it's really short. But I'm the author I do what I want. Sigh.