Love Me Harder

Twenty Nine - "And Why Not?"

I love you guys & im sorry I haven't posted in like a year....😌 ANYWAYS LETS GET TO IT!!! ❤️
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(Selena's POV)
"So hold on, you and Tiffany Towner?" I laughed as Justin told me about the girls he'd been with. I know it sounds weird, me listening to my boyfriend about the girls he slept with. But honestly? I didn't care, it was kinda funny.
He laughed, "yeah, that was a very huge mistake." He said. I laughed and fell off of the bed.
"Selena that's the second time." Justin laughed at me. I got back up on the bed and rolled my eyes.
"Shut up." I said.
"You love me"
"Not as much as I love McDonald's"
"True true" he agreed. We both laughed, not too hard this time. It was silent until I got back to the conversation.

"So who was your best huh?" I asked.
"What?" He asked, looking at me as if I was insane.
"Who was the best? I mean there were so many & I just think that you have to-"
I was interrupted as his lips collided with mine. He pulls away and pecked my lips real quick before looking at me.
"Who do you think?"he asked.
"Well Sarah Dempsey does gymnastics so she's probably-"
"You." He said. My heart stopped when I heard.
"Me?.." I paused, "I don't know anything, I mean I just-"
"You're not like them." He explains. I raised my eyebrows, not saying anything because I knew he'd explain further.
"I mean if I could go back to the first time, I would. And i wouldn't backed off.. If I just would've known that you'd be the one-"
"Justin."
"No. I.. If I knew one day that we'd be together and you were the one I wanted.. I wouldn't have been with any of those girls..." He said. It was silent. I didn't know what to say until he spoke again.
"I'm sorry you weren't my first. I wish you were.." He said, looking down. I shake my head and grab his head, bringing it to face me.
"I am your first." I said. He looked at me with a confused look on his face. "You said you never 'made love'.. I was your first." I explained. He looked at me for a second & then smiled. He licked his lips and pecked my lips real quick before we had to get up.
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(Justin's POV)
We were sitting in a diner, at a small table. Mom didn't come because she wanted to sleep in. I watched as Gracie and Selena were playing around with the crayons that Gracie got from the kids menu.
"Hi I'm Mrs.Pink crayon" Gracie said, she moved the crayon side to side when she talked.
"Hi I'm Mrs. blue crayon" Selena said, she repeated the same action with hers.
I grabbed a red crayon and butted in,
"I'm Mr. Red crayon." I said.
"You aren't allowed to play." She gave me a grumpy look. I turned my head to the side.
"And why not?"
"Because you're a boy!"
"Who kills the big spiders in your room, and carries you when you're too tired to walk, and-"
She giggles, "alright alright Mr. Red"
"Mr.Red has to use the bathroom, I'll be back! Don't go anywhere!" I said, dropping the crayon to the table and walking to the bathroom.

After I come out of the bathroom I walk back to the table. I couldn't see Selena or Gracie anywhere. I laughed to myself, thinking they were hiding.
"Oh no! What ever shall I do? Mrs. blue and Mrs. Pink are gone!" I said, playing along. I heard nothing.
"If only they were here! I miss them so much!" I continued. Nothing. I blocked out the negative thoughts such as, what if they were taken? Or just left without me? I couldn't imagine it.

I saw Selena and Gracie walk out of the bathroom and I sighed I relief.
"Hey, Gracie is tired and she wants to go." Selena says to me. I nodded,
"Okay well let's pay and then we'll go to the hotel, okay?" I said, flashing a smile to them. Selena shook her head.
"She wants to go.. Home."
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When we got to the hotel room Gracie cried.
"I. wanna. Go. Home!!" She cried. Selena sighed and squatted down to Gracie's level.
"Well we can't right now." She said. "Think of this as a vacation. It's fun and new." She added. She got back up and went into the bathroom. I yawned and then I'd realized that Gracie wasn't crying anymore. I looked down at her and she stood there looking at the floor.
"What's a vacation?" She asks, randomly. I smiled to myself.
"You're cute." I said.

(skipping the rest of the week & now they're back home bc of school and everything😊😂)

(Justin's POV)
I walked out of the bathroom and saw Selena asleep on the bed. She was still in her jeans and her tank top. I smiled, taking in her beauty. I walked over to her and shook her gently. Her eyes twitched open slowly.
"Hey." I smiled. She sat up. " you need to get dressed babe." I added. She nodded and stood up, grabbing one of my shirts and getting dressed. I took my shirt off and put on some shorts. I turn around and found Selena in the bed waiting for me. I smiled again. I got into the bed with her and she laid her head on my bare chest. I kissed her forehead and turned off the light.
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(Selena's POV)
I woke up to the sound of the doorbell. I looked up at Justin who was snoring. I laughed quietly and heard the bell again. I sighed, realizing I had to go look. I slowly took Justin's arm off of my waist, making sure not to wake him. I made sure to be quiet as I walked down the hall and down the stairs. I quickly ran to the door and cracked it open to see who it was.

"Hello daughter."
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First chapter since forever and it sucks. 😂😅