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Chapter 1 - Life Goes On

Chapter

One

" Dad please. I don't want to do this! This is not right." I pleaded. "Didn't I say shut up? You listen to whatever I tell you to do! I'm your father and you will do right by me." He yelled as he continued to touch me inappropriately. "No I don't like this, Dad please stop. I don't wanna do this!" I continued to plead for him to stop. "Be quiet. I don't wanna hear what you don't wanna do."

This Is What I Go Through When Im In This Hell Hole. My mom is strung out on drugs and my father rapes me. Things wasn't always like this... before my mom was on drugs she was a stay at home wife, she cooked, and she cleaned. My dad never used to hurt me, Once upon a time he was my protector, He used to tuck me in at night and read me bedtime stories. We never lived like this. My mom always told me that God has a reason for doing everything and later in the end it will turn out better than it was before, She Always Says God Is Always Watching Over Me & That I Should Pray Every night To him For Thanking Him for Everything That I have , I Stopped Believeing in That When Things Started To Change, I Stopped Praying When My Older Brother Was Shot & Killed, I Stopped Believing In God When My Mom Got On Drugs, I Stopped Having A Reason To Live When My Dad Lost His Job, When He Stopped Caring , when my mom stopped loving , when our house went into forclosure & we had to move into the projects , & when my dad started doing thing's he shouldn't do with a little girl.

I didn't ask for this life, I Have To Raise My Only Little Bit Of Remeberance Of My older Brother, I have to take care of my little brother... I Have To Go To Sleep Wondering If Me & My Brother Will Eat When We Wake Up, Or How Imma Get This Rent Money To The Landlord, I Have To come Home & worry if my dad will do things he shouldn't have. This Is My Life , IM ZIARE.

" Go down on me." He protested.

" No, You Sick Bastard. " I Gathered up All The Spit I Had In My Mouth & Spit Right Between His Eyes.

" Bitch. " He Lifted Up His Left Hand & Back Handed My Face Causing Me To Fall back. "Stop. Please I'm sorry." I cried. "Lay down and spread your legs." He demanded. "Please, I don't like this." But I Did as he Said & I started crying. He went inside me roughly, I just cried more.

" Stop crying. Big girls don't cry! " He chuckled.

After Two Long Hours Of Trying Not To Upset Him , I did as he said. When he was done he left the house & my mom was nowhere to be found. I just laid my naked body on the floor crying.

An Hour Later I finally got up to go bathe that nasty scent off of me.

" Zayveon You Can Come Out Now".

Thats my little brother he's six.

" Are you okay Ziare? " he asked as he slowly walked out of the back room.

"Im Fine Baby, Come on Lets Go Get Something To Eat I Got $100 I Took From Dad's Pocket . He Wont Know If You Don't Tell. " I Said Giving Off A Fake Smile.

" Zi, I Don't Like the Things Dad & Mom do To you Okay forget them, all you need is me."

" Aww, thanks I love you too and I know you don't. I don't like it either. "

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" What you want to order? " I said to Zay While Looking At The Menu At McDonalds.

"A double cheeseburger & some fries with a Hi-C. " Zayveon Says.

" Uhm, excuse me can I Get a --

" You should be ordering a salad, fat ass. " The Cashier Said While Giggling.

" Excuse me but I'm the one paying for your next check, I suggest you be quiet."

The Girl Stopped Cracking Jokes, & Smiling Now.

After Ordering & Eating At McDonalds We made our way back home, Another day of being in this shitty place.

" Fat ass Where Were You ? " My mom yelled, she's clearly high, she has the residue under her nose.

" Oh, We Went For A walk. "

" Yeah , whatever.. take your fat ass to bed , & you need to miss a few meals your kneck overlapping. "

" Don't talk about my sister like that!" Zayveon says.

'' Zay, no... be quiet go to the room. "

" Excuse me little boy, I am your FUCKING Momma ". She Back Slapped Him.

" Ma No Stop He's sorry , Come on Zay. "

" Bye Shit "

The shit I Go Through man.

" Let me lock the door, Aye Zay Come Get in My Bed & Sleep with me. "

" I was gone sleep with you rather you liked it or not. "

" Zay Get Up Its Time For School " I Said while shaking him.

" Im up , geesshh "

" Yeah, well get dressed & hurry up "

I Took A Shower & Got Dressed In My Aztec Leggings & My Black Minie Mouse Sweatshirt & slid on my Combat Boots.

We May Live In this Run Down Place but When My Aunt Sends Money Every 2 Months She sends Lots just for me & my brother but its only for clothes & food. My Mom & Aunt fell out awhile ago so my aunt doesn't come around.

I Brushed My Curly Hair Into A bun & Started Getting Ready To Go.

" Alright Zay, Be good in school & do your work , I love you. "

" I love you too , see ya. "

I watched him run into school, now im going to walk into this bullshit of a school.

A / N - THIS Is My Second Book that I Am In the process of publishing more chapters. I hope you guys enjoyed it, I will update more tomorrow.

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