Curved Line

Chapter 3 Kick, Push

I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing. Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up.... and handle it.
- Tupac Amaru Shakur

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Ziare

" Get The Hell Out My House Zatrion " My mom yelled

" Man Fuck You, Yo Pussy Was Only Good For Use One Time. "

" Kick, Push Nigga... Bominos, GOODBYE! " My mom yelled while pushing him out the door & slamming the door in his face

" Je suis désolé " My Mom Said While Holding Me Back & Fourth

Je suis désolé Means I'm Sorry In French, My Mom Is Hatian & My Dad Is Puertorican So I Speak Both Languages.

" Yeah , Whatever " I Said Getting Up & Heading To My Room

" No, Get Cleaned Up & Get Zay Dressed We Are About To Fix This Apt. Up Into A Real Home " My Mom Said While Getting Up & Walking To Her Room.

I'm Not About To Get My Hopes Up High In Believeing She Finally Stopped Using Drugs Because She Always Does This.

After We Came Back From The Stores & Finished Cleaning up The House I Can now Say It Looks & Smells So Much Better & Now there is Food In The refrigerator But Who Knows How Long This Will last.

I Went Into My Room To Pull Out The Notebook Trey Gave Me, Imma Put Use To This I Began To Read his Diary Entrys.

March 10th
2:56 am

Another Day, Another Hour, Another Minute, Another Second I Sit In My Room Listening To My Dad Beat My Mom Sensless . I've Tried So Many Times To Stop Him & Fight Him Off But this Shit Don't Work, It Hurts To See My Mom Go Through This. It's Her Fault Why She Gotta Be So Dumb & Let This Nigga Beat On Her , Why Don't She Leave Him , She Act As If He Own Her Ass. I Love My Mom So Much But I Hate Her, I Hate That She Will Let A Man Put His Hands On Her & She Don't Lift One Finger To Fight Back.

March 17
6:38 Pm

FUCK, i'm cold & hungry

Momma Aint Paid The Bills & Aint No Food In The Refrigerator. Man I Needa Get Back On My Grind STARTING TOMORROW. I Gurantee by the end of this month momma wont be worrying about no bills or putting food on the table.

April 1st

11:32 am

I been through the storm , when will I ever find somebody thats down for me & me only? I never loved any girl or felt some type of way about them. I really don't know what love is.. & I never had a girlfriend just sidelines that I fucked & ducked. I just haven't found wifey material yet.

Damn , Trey really has been through shit. He couldn't have had it way worser than me thou.

I Flipped The Pages Because There Were Alot more but I was going to read them later, but there was this last page that caught my eye.

" This has my name on it " I said out loud

Ziare. November,9

So, I just met this girl named Ziare... She Is Beautiful
She has long hair, light brown eyes, small waist, thick theighs. Some people call her fat & shit but she is far from it She just thick in all the right places :) lmao she is the only women out of my mom to make me smile , I feel like when im around her all my worries go away... I can acually trust her .
But theres somthing about her, she has a story behind her beautiful smile. I'm determimed to find it out to, I just want her to feel like she's somebody.