Curved Line

Chapter 23 - That should be me

   

    | 23 | Trevis 

I wasn't really interested from the news we just found out yesterday, I ALREADY Knew something was up and I Know that Ziare could care less either to be honest I most definately knew that from her expression on her face but she was acting as if she cared because of Zaytreon ,  I mean I would to.

   '' What you thinking about?'' Ziare asked me as she sat infront of me criss cossed as she played with a necklace hanging off of her neck. '' Huh--? Aw none really just thinking about the news we received yesterday.'' I said getting up and heading to the kitchen and pulling out a bowl and the cinnamon toast crunch and milk. '' OH.'' She said uninterseted. '' What was the point in asking me what I was thinking about if you really didn't care thats just stupid as hell.'' I stated more than asking a question. '' Damn-- I Just simply asked you a damn question no need for a attitude.'' She said getting up from off the stool. 

I don't tolerate all that disrespectful shit , If I treat you with respect than I expect you to give me the same.

      I put the gallon of milk down and got up from where I was and grabbed Ziares' hand before she walked away and I pushed her against the wall. I watched her as she looked at me with shock in her eyes. '' Please do not disrespect me like that okay , I don't have no damn attitude okay. that's you -- your still mad from yesterday about that Brittney thing , so don't try and start no damn conversation with me if you wasn't trying to speak to me yesterday when I wanted to talk.'' I yelled getting mad all over again. '' I-I ... That's not true!'' She yelled at me like she was about to cry. '' It is.'' I said about to walk away before she grabbed my arm trying to pull me back. '' Okay I AM mad , you wanna know why? its because if Bittney is pregnant by you. S-Shes gone be the one to have your first child. THATS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HER! Th-thats supposed to be me having you first child not her. NOT HER-- Thats why I'm mad. I'm mad as hell.'' She broke down crying.

DAMN-- I Aint know it was like that , I figured she didn't even want to be with me like that and let alone have my kids.

    I picked her up and took her to her room and sat her on her dresser. '' Baby its okay, I'm sorry I really didn't know it was like that I just want you to be happy, I don't want you to feel as if being with me was a mistake because It's not, worry about your education first and kids later.'' I Sincerely said as I rubbed her back as she cried in the crook of my neck. '' I'm sorry.'' Ziare said as she stopped her crying a little bit. '' Don't be.'' I said as I kissed her.

Her lips were so soft. We faught for dominance for awhile As I let her win we spent for awhile kissing and letting our tounges explore each others mouthes. I Never took it to far because I didn't want to make it seem as if I wanted her only for sex which is not true at all.

'' In all honesty--'' Ziare paused waited for me to say go on. '' Yeah.'' I Asked nodding my head. '' As much as I don't want her to be pregnant with your child , I support you in MOST of your decisions.'' She said emphisizing Most. '' Its only right.'' I said as I picked her up and laid her down in her bed and pulled the covers over her. '' Where you going?'' she asked snuggling deeper into the covers. '' Where else baby?'' I asked stopping at the door frame. '' Come sleep with me please.'' She pouted while poking her lower lip out. '' Chris won't like that.'' I said shifting my weight to my right foot. '' Him and Cari went to New York to go find out more about what happened between my mom and all that good stuff. Also Zaytreon is at his best friends house spending the night he wont be back until sunday and Daddy and Cari wont be back until Tuesday.'' She explained while she lifted up the covers and scooted back.