50 Shades Of Gilinsky

Chapter 6

Ella's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning sore and weary. I didn't feel like leaving the warm bed until I remebered what happened. Jack's arm was still lazily wrapped around my waist and he was sleeping next to me. I admired him for a moment. Holy crap he's gorgeous! I kept replaying what had happened and got chills each time. His eyes opened and he stared at me before sitting up. I sunk further into the bed as he plopped down closer to me. "Goodmorning." He smiled. His morning voice was basically the best thing to ever happen to me. 

"Oh uh goodmorning" I snapped out of it. He gently kissed my jaw and smirked. His grip still tight on my hip. I thought about all the nights I thought I'd never feel someones touch again. But I ignored the memory and focused on the imprint of his fingers on my skin. Then I thought about how he was probably playing me but oh my god I loved it. "What time do you start work today?" He mumbled. "6:30-11:00 I th-think" I said. "Am I making you nervous?" His warm breath against my skin was so UIDVYIBVDBSUBD. No words. "You always do" I said. 

And basically repeat but 5x better of last night.. 

When we did finally get up it was almost 1:00 pm so we decided to get lunch delivered here from a chinese restruant. There was a knock on the door which I expected to be our food so Gilinsky said "You get it?". It was not our food. A very pretty girl stood and said "Is Jack here?"

"Jack, someones here for you.." I yelled. He was there in a moment. "Oh, Madison should we step out?" So they stepped onto the lawn. I could hear they're conversation because the big window near the door was open. "So who was that?" Madison, I'm assuming, asked. "Oh just some girl from the club, you know how it is." He nodded. "Are we still on for tonight?" She rubbed his forearm. "Yeah, and you know I only sleep with these girls to keep them off Sammy's hands, right? I only want you princess. They're just buisness." Jack said. I didn't realize that I cared until my heart dropped into my stomach. My throat tightened but I continued to listen. "Of course. They mean nothing to you." She smiled. "Nothing at all." 

He kissed her and smirked (but didn't smile) and then began to walk back to the door. I ran to the closest bathroom and took deep breaths. I still worked for him, so no feelings attatched. "Ella? Where'd you go?" I heard. "Oh- I um am in the bathroom, I'll be out in a minute." I called back. My chest hurt and ached and I thought maybe I could change him but I was wrong and everything felt so numb. Is this what heartbreak felt like? I've only met this feeling once before and it was that night. Everything in that moment was numb like it is now and I want to run but no. I'll play it cool. 

I walked out and didn't question anything. "Hey, are you ok?" He said. "Mhm." I nodded. "That was Nate's friend, looking for money." I wonder if he knows he's a terrible liar. I nod again and look back at my phone. These girls, I thought, was I just another  talked up, overpayed, stripper to him? I pushed that aside too. Get your food and get out of there. Food before dudes.