50 Shades Of Gilinsky

Chapter 33

Ella's P.O.V

Let's just say Sammy and I's date went well. Now a tipsy me was stumbling in to my house with Sam's hand in mine. I pulled him toward me and brought my lips to his. "Ell, you're drunk. We shouldn't do anything you might regret" Sammy pulled away as we got to my room. "Sammy. I'm not gonne regret this" I look him in the eyes and he smiles. He grabbed me by the waist and lays me on my bed. As soon as his mouth met my neck I thought of Jack. NO, not him. Not right now Ella. I groaned. Sammy pulled off his shirt and I sat up to unzip my dress. Sammy slipped his hand behind me and did it for me. 

He let his hand find my thigh as soon as my dress was on the floor. He tugged on my underwear until they dropped to my ankle. "Sammy" I let out a breath. "Yes?" He stopped for a moment. "Get these off" I pulled on his waistband. He smirked and unbuckled his pants, sliding them off. I smiled as he dropped to his knees. His thumb grazed over me and I bit my lip. 

Jack's P.O.V 

Amarie's head bobbed up and down, quickly. I know I shouldn't but my mind wandered to Ell. "Are you almost there?" Amarie's head popped up. "Oh- uh yeah" I nodded and tried to focus back to her. Maybe if I just imagine its Ella. As soon as I did I felt myself twitch and reach it in her mouth. "Finally, my turn" She got up. "I'm going for a walk" I get up and straighten myself. Mid-way through my walk Nate calls me. "Hey, I know you aren't exactly in all this anymore but do you think... you could come with us to do a job? Sam isn't picking up." Nate asked. "Yeah, sure" I turned back around and back into the house. "See you soon" Nate ended the call. 

"Where are you going?" Amarie looked up from her computer as I grabbed my keys. "Out. Got a job to do" I say and close the door. I get in my car and drive over to Nate's. A few other guys I know are there. Caleb, Daniel, Nate and I all got into one of Nate's cars and began driving. "What's the plan?" Caleb asked. "Try not to kill everyone. Just Pabino and Frankie, really. Daniel, you take the safe?" Nate explained. Daniel hummed an 'mhm'. "Jack, you and I will go through the front and Caleb will go through the back with Hank. He'll get there right before us" Nate added. I nodded. Caleb passed what we'd need out. 

Ella's P.O.V 

I flicked some hair from my face as I fell on the bed. "Was that alright?" Sammy looked over. I nodded quickly and he chuckled. I checked my phone to see three missed calls from Natasha. I ignored it. She probably just wanted to hang out but I'm a bit busy. I sat up, the blanket hugging my chest. Sammy pulled me back down and into his chest. I laughed. Wait, what about Stass? If she finds out.. no, she won't. I pushed it out of my head. Sammy was staring down at me. "What're you thinking about?" He asked. "What happens now?" I sighed. "We let nature take it's course" He shrugged. 

Natasha's P.O.V (whattttt)

After the third call I decided Ella was busy. I scrolled through my contacts and landed on Julio. Alex was still dead asleep so what did it matter if I hung out with him. He awnsered on the second ring. "Wanna come over?" I asked immediately. "Won't Nate be a bit angry" He chuckled. "Nate isn't home" I said. "Alright. Be there in 10" I know Nate will be mad if he comes home soon but honestly I don't care. He's been doing jobs a lot and I have a baby to take care of. I need time to me. 

Julio knocked right on time and I smiled as I opened it. "Hey, I missed you" I hugged him and he laughed. "You've already lost so much weight" He noted. "I'm a small person" I shrug and lead him into the kitchen. After about an hour I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe. "I hate you Julio, you know that?" I composed myself. "Sure you do" He laughed and stepped closer to me, sitting on the counter. I slowly stopped laughing as he began to lean in. I didn't know what to do but I didn't stop myself. Right after it happened Alex's cry shook me out of it. 

I kissed him. And my baby was in the other room. I quickly jumped off the counter and into my room. I calmed Alex down as I rocked him. Julio's head peeked in. "Hey, about that.. I'm sorry" He said awkwardly. "Yeah. It was a mistake" I agree. "I never said that" His eyes darted to the floor. "Uh- you should go. Nate will be home soon." I scoffed. He just nodded and walked out. I rocked Alex for another minute. "You really do look just like your dad" I smiled. After a few minutes I heard the door open. "Babe?" Nate yelled. I walked out with Alex in my arms. "Hey" he smiled his big, dimpled, smile. He took him from my arms. "I love you Nate" I mumbled. "I love you too" He tilted his head a bit. 

Ella's P.O.V (excuse the view change sm)

I felt like shit as soon as I woke up. I couldn't stop thinking about Jack and my head was pounding. Sammy had left a few minutes before I got up. When I finally got dressed, looking like a hobo, I decided to do one of the stupidest things I could right now. I texted Jack to come over. And for that I am the biggest dumbass in the world. 

"Hey- so you" Jack started as I opened the door. He seemed so nervous it was - cute honestly. "This sounds pathetic but, I need closure Jack. Where did I go wrong. Where did it all go wrong. Why her?" I didn't mean for the words to all splatter out like that but they did. He took a deep breath and said. "I didn't appreciate you enough, and I took you for granted. I got caught up in someone who turned out to be my biggest mistake. I don't love her, Ell. I never will." He finally looked up from his hands to see me blink tears from my face. "Did you ever do anything with her while we were together?" I felt like I was going to collapse so I sat down. "No, god no." He shook his head quickly. 

"Why didn't you fight for me? If you loved me so much." I suddenly felt anger rise over me. "I knew you deserved better" He shrugged and sat next to me. I looked up at him. His hair was pushed back with a few strands hitting his forehead. He was looking down at the ground with his jaw clenched. "So you and Sammy?" He finally said as he looked up, catching be staring. "Oh- were- not like" I fumbled to think of the words I needed. He chuckled a little and I found my self caught up staring at him again. "Why're you looking at me like that?" He ran his hand through his hair. "Like what?" I tucked my legs under me as I sat. "You know, like you did when we were together." He smiled a small smile. 

"I didn't mean to" I looked down and fidgeted with my fingers. "I know I really shouldn't do this but-" He leaned in, cupping my face. As soon as our lips met I realized how much I missed kissing him. We didn't stop for awhile until his hand fell to my waist. "Jack" I pulled back. "You're with Amarie. No matter how much I fucking hate her I wouldn't wish this even on her." I sighed. "I love you." Jack blurted out. I was taken back. "Don't say that" I bit my lip nervously. "Just go home Jack. I shouldn't have done this. Not to Sammy, not to myself" I said but he didn't budge from his place over me. 

"I promise you one of these days you'll be mine again." He said as he leaned in again. I pushed him off. "You promise a lot of things" I scoffed as he got up. He just sighed, still not moving. I'd never trust Jack again. He pulled something out of his pocket and put it in my hand. It was my ring. "I always have it with me." He said. I rolled my finger over the diamond for a moment before looking him in the eyes. "Good luck finding a girl for this ring" I mumbled and opened the door. 

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