Chapter 32

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by gilinskyswoes

by gilinskyswoes

Ella's P.O.V

The last week I only left the house to go to rehersal and practice at the club or to get food. I think everything that has happened was just now catching up with me. It was Thursday night and I knew that meant I'd be out all night in just a few days. My phone dinged which was unusual these days.

Tasha: Come over

Me: whyyyy

Tasha: I have a baby

Me: yeah, yeah im coming

I threw a sweatshirt on and drove over to Nate and Natasha's new place. "She's awoken from her cave!" Nate yelled as I walked in. I rolled my eyes. "Tasha's in the baby's room" Nate motions down the hall. "Guess what, you're helping me paint!" Natasha hands me a roller and I groan. "Fine" I mumble and start on one of the walls. After about 15 minutes of painting and talking Nate walks in with Sammy. "Hey Sa- what happened?" I turned and Sammy looked like he was about to cry. "Stass and I- we broke up" He sighed. "Sam" I frowned and hugged him.

Sammy and I ended up talking on the roof while Tasha put the baby asleep. "So, you and Matt?" He glanced over. "Oh God no, we kissed but it was a mistake" I shook my head. "Oh alright" He said. "Did she break up with you?" I ask. I'm kinda worried about not being able to hang out with both of them. "It was weird. We both decided we'd be better friends but it still hurt. I liked being in a relationship." He shrugged. "This is probably best though" I told him.

"Plus, I've always kinda had eyes for- someone else" He looked down at the pool. "Sammy! Really!" I gasped. "It's you Ell, I thought you knew" He chuckled. "Wait! Samuel Wilk! Like still?" I turned to him. "Yeah, dumbass" He laughed. I hit his arm and shook my head. "We never really talked about it" I said. "We are now" He smiled. "I don't think we are Sammy" I smirked and climbed down the latter. "Ell!" He yelled. I walked into the house and said bye as I ran out. I jumped in my car and back home.

I checked instagram to see a picture Amarie posted of Jack and her. I rolled my eyes. I did miss him. But after everything, I could never trust him. I decided to lurk on some Gilinsky fan pages. I was on some fan's account when I saw a post that was a picture of Gilinsky and I and said 'I miss them together. Jella.' I double tapped. OH shit, wait. I realized I couldn't just unlike it. Well, fuck. I saw her post a 'she liked!! does that mean!!!' post and sighed. I know I'd hear about this in the morning so I decided I'd text Matt and clear things up.

Me: Hey, can we talk

Matt: Yeah, wassup?

Me: The kiss thing, it was nothing, right?

Matt: Well I liked it

Me: Matt, I really can't

Matt: I know, we can take things slow

Me: No Matt, I don't think of you like that. It was a mistake.

Matt: Oh, alright

Well that was shitty. I woke up with a shit load of notifications. One being a text from an unknown number. It was Jack asking what me liking that post was about. Honestly, how do I say 'I was stalking your fan's accounts because I need closure' without saying that. He didn't need to know I missed him. If anything he should think the opposite.

Me: Lmao it was an accident

Jack: Alright, accident

I rolled my eyes and texted Madison to come hang out. We decided, sometime between 2000's pop songs, to redo my whole apartment penthouse. We were drinking our iced coffee and shopping at Ikea, it was actually really fun. "Sammy? He still likes you?" She gasped. "I guess so" I shrugged. "I wouldn't do that to Stass though." I told her. We finished shopping after IKEA, Target, and a few other places. "It's gonna look so good!" Madison squealed. I laughed. I glanced at her. A few months ago I hated her, now we were shopping together. By the time everything was in my place and we had started setting up it was nearly 10 and we were hungry. "Text Sammy to bring us pizza" She winked. I rolled my eyes and texted him.

In about twenty minutes Sammy was at my door with pizza.. and Jack? I felt myself tense up. "He insisted, I'm sorry" Sammy whispered as he came in. "Ell, we need to talk" Jack grabbed my hand. I pulled it away. "First off, don't call me Ell. Second, don't touch me. Third, about? How you're an ass?" I rolled my eyes. "Ell- Ella. Please" He begged and I caved like I always do with him. "I saw the video from the club. Where you joke about replacing me. I want us to be friends- at least- be friends" He sighed. Was he actually saying this? "At least?" I scoffed. "I don't think Amarie would like that anyway" I raised an eyebrow. He stepped closer, backing me against the wall. "She doesn't need to know" Jack said and slowly started to lean in.

And then a cough. "Uh hey Madison" Jack said as he turned around to Madison. "Asshat" She nodded and pulled me away. "I swear I wasn't g-" I shook my head. "I know Ell" She dragged me into the living room. "Now that you guys are here" Madison glanced between Jack and Sammy "We can eat and then you guys can help us get some furniture from the patio" She smiled and sat on the ground with the pizza. There was some akward silent agreement and we all sat down and got some pizza. "So- how's Amarie?" Sammy laughed a little. "Fine" Jack glared. "Oh also Ell, I was thinking we should get dinner after your shift tomorrow." Sammy smiled. "Like a date?" Jack clenched his jaw. "I'd like that" I nodded and took a bite.

"Ell? Hallway?" Jack stormed into the hall. I sighed and got up. "Are you sure about this?" Jack said angrily. "Going out with Sammy? Someone whos been there for me while you were too involved with yourself to make time for me? Yeah, I'm sure." I said back. "You're still mine to me. I know I have Amarie but- I don't want you to be hurt" Jack growled. "I'm not yours. You've made that very clear. Plus if you didn't want me being hurt you wouldn't have eloped with your music hoe" I huffed. He got close again. "Fuck you Jack Gilinsky" I stepped away and into the living room. Followed by a not-so-happy Jack.

(( OKAY ITS SHORT AND SHITTY BUT IM V CONFUSED IF I SHOULD MAKE A SECOND BOOK AFTER THIS ONE SOOOO BUT COMMENT AND VOTE MUCHO LOVE)))