50 Shades Of Gilinsky

Chapter 24

Ella's P.O.V

By the time we got home none of us had really stopped crying. Lucas and Cinthia dropped us off at Natasha and I's place. Diego sat down on the couch and his head fell in his hands. He pracically lived here but he did have his own place. "Imma..imma go out, destress." Jack ran his hand through his hair. "No, drink here at least. I don't want you to get hurt" I rub his fore-arm. "Yeah alright" He let out a sigh and walked into the kitchen. 

To say the least, we all got wasted. Not even the fun-dance-on-shit-wasted the im-crying-for-some-reason-wasted. The gross, ugly, wasted. I was leaning on Tasha and Tasha had her head thrown on the couch with the rest of her body on the ground.  Jack and Diego were still taking shots. Natasha only had three drinks, I had around five, Diego had like seven, and Jack had about seven too. Eventually we all passed out. Natasha was the first up, puking in the toilet. "Goodmorning sunshine" I said sarcastically. 

"You only drank a few drinks, light weight" I rinse my face. "This has been happening the last couple weeks." Natasha sat up. "Wait.." I glance at her. "Fuck! That didn't even occur to me" Natasha grabs her stomach in realization. "I'll scedule you an appointment and we'll find out. "Thanks Ell" She sighed and threw up again. Jack walked in with two glasses of water and an aspirin for me. I took it and thanked him. "How ya feeling" He leaned against the door way. His eyes were bloodshot and had bags, his hair was ruffled, and he had tear stains on his face. "Shitty, but we all are" I shrugged and walked with him back to the living room. 

He nodded and grabbed his water. Diego was still asleep. I decided to call the doctors right now and scheduled it for 4 PM. "It's already 12:24" I yawned and sat on the couch. "Don't you have work today?" Jack said and I nodded. "6:30 to 9" I lean my head on him. "Call off" He pulls me in. "I have to go, they're gonna fire me, I've missed too much work" I shook my head. "Fine" He sighed and leaned back. Nothing was on the tv we just stared blankly at it. 

Diego woke up and left the house silently, calling an uber. Natasha came back out. "Your appointments at 4" I told her. She nodded. I remembered I was still in my clothes from last night. "I needa shower" I got up. "So do I" Jack followed me. So we showered and and I slid on leggings, a swearshirt, and vans and Jack only put on joggers. "I love you" He randomly said as we plopped down on my bed. "I ove you too" I mumbled and laid my head on his chest. "So will you move back in with me?" He asked. "Yeah, I'd like that" I nod and squish his face. 

He weakly smiles. I check the time and decide to order a pizza. When the pizza arrives Tasha and Jack follow the smell to the living room and we all eat for awhile and watch bad reality shows. When 3:10 rolled around we decided to head to the doctors office. Natasha was nervously shaking her knee as we sat in the waiting room. "I'm sure everything will be okay, and I'm here for you either way" I told her. She nodded. We were called in and they did some standard prcedures and started to do the ultrasound. After a minute of hesitation the doctor found a heartbeat, apparently she was 3 weeks. 

"So it is Diego's right?" I asked when the doctor left. "Well- No." She said bluntly. My jaw dropped. "What do you mean?" I scrunched my eyebrows. "Um, we haven't, you know, done it, in like- a month and a half" She looked down. "Then who-" I started. "Nate's" A few tears slipped down her cheeks. "Shit" I covered my gaping mouth. "That's bad- it's bad" I shook my head and she nodded. "Are you going to tell Diego" I asked as we left the clinic. "I have to. Eventually" She nodded and we drove home. 

When we walked in Jack was on the phone. "Yeah, of course you're invited. He was your friend at a point too. W-wait what?" Jack looked shocked then he looked up and saw us. "That's impossible. Bullshit." He seemed irritated now. We just sat and watched. "Fine, yeah" He hung up. "What was that about?" I asked. "Can we talk alone" Jack pulled me toward my room. "That was Madison. She called about Nate's- funeral. I said yeah she could come and then she- she- she said she was pregnant and it was mine. She said she's 5 months." Jack looked down. "She was going to tell me at Starbucks the other day but I didn't even realize she might have gained weight, I don't know" He looked up at me. Tears were starting to form in my eyes. He'd just end up with her again, I knew it. "Tasha is too, it's Nate's" I decided to hit him with news to distract myself. 

"What're we going to do" He asked. "Are you going to be with Madison now? Since yeah, she has your kid in her." I tucked hair behind my ear. "No, fuck no. I don't love her, I love you alright?" He pulled me in and I started to cry. "But- I- I don't want to get between you and your kid" I sniffled. "I'm still having a paternity test, it might not even be mine" He said. "I'm just gonna go for a bit. I need a break" I weakly smiled and got up and grabbed a jacket. "Don't. I don't want you to get hurt" Jack followed me. "I'm just gonna get some coffee or something." I said and ran out. 

I ended up at some coffee shop calling Sammy to come to me. And he did. "Hey" He smiled and sat across from me. I explained to him everything that's happened. "Shit, Ell, I'm sorry. What're you going to do with Jack?" He asked. "I guess we'll just work through it, I don't know" I shrugged and swished my coffee around the cup. "I'm always here for you Ell" Sammy told me. I nodded. "How'd you get here anyway?" He asked. "Uber" I sipped my coffee. "I'll drive you home, c'mon." He stood up. I agreed and we got in his car. When we got there I waved bye and went inside. "Who was that?" Jack asked from the couch. "Sammy" I say and sit down. "Why were you at Sammy's" He sat up some. "I wasn't. We met up at a some cafe and he gave me a ride home" I say. 

"Oh, alright" He wrapped his arm around me. I knew he wouldn't get md because he talked to Madison and they actually have a past. "We're gonna be okay baby, I promise" He kissed my forehead. "Kiss here" I point to my lips and smile. He smiled too and kissed me passionatley. "I love you alway papi" I giggle. "I love you always too princess" He kissed me again. "Do you want kids someday- well like with me?" I ask. "Yeah, I do" He said. "Maybe in the next like 5 years" He added. "Sounds like a plan" I giggled. "Shit! I have work" I jumped up and threw on my clothes before driving as quickly as possible.