50 Shades Of Gilinsky

Chapter 26

Ella's P.O.V

Jack and I finished our "shower" about an hour and a half later. I got in comfy clothes and fell on his bed. "Mh I'm tired" I mumbled. "It's only 7"  Jack chuckled. "You wore me out" I grinned. He plopped his body next to me. "What age do you wanna get married?" He asked. "Probably like... 23" I rolled onto my stomach. "Before I met you I didn't wanna get married" He said. My stomach flipped. "And now?" I sat up a bit. "As soon as were ready" 

I smiled. "Maybe after Madison isn't tryna take you from me" I sighed and smiled a little. His jaw clenched at her name. I loved that he hated her. That sounds bad but it was true. I got a text from Tasha suddenly. I sat up and opened it.

Tasha: Diego and I are meeting up tomorrow to talk

Me: Are you gonna tell him?

Tasha: Yeah, I asked Julio to come with me just in case. 

Me: HA, good luck with that. They hate each other.

Tasha: Well he's staying in the car. I just want someone there

Me: I guess so

Tasha: I'm gonna go shower brb

Natasha and I had met Julio at some carnival when Jack and I broke up. Natasha had taken me places that make me less depressed in hopes of helping. But anyway, Natasha and him were close ever since. Jack snapped me out of my head when he got up. "Wanna go to the club?" He asked. "Right now?" I glanced at my sweatpants and tank top. "Get ready then we'll head out." He shrugged. "You gotta take me to my place then to get my stuff." I got up too and we drove over, grabbed all of my things and came back.

So I slid on some light wash jeans, a long sleeve white shirt, and timbs (in media bar^^). I did quick makeup and we left. As soon as we got there we were greeted with 'I'm so sorry about- you know' and concerned 'how are you?'s. Sammy was there. "Hey I thought you went home?" I said over the music. "Well, this place still needs some managment" Sammy shrugged and glanced at Jack, who being half owner, rarely came in. "But, Ell, we are a little low on dancers- do you think maybe- " Sammy added. "Oh my god no" Jack shook his head. "Hey, just one dance?" I asked. "Two-ish" Sammy said.

"C'mon Jack" I pulled on him and we went to the dressing room. "Corrine!" I smiled at another dancer. "Hey! You're back" She smiled and tucked her money into her bag to greet my with a hug. "Just for tonight" I shrug and go to grab an outfit. I slide on the lingerie and touch up my makeup. "I hate other guys looking at you" Jack mumbled as he wrapped his arms around me before I went out on stage. I did my first routine and my second was in about thirty minutes.

"Aye I'm the bread-winner now" I came back to the dressing room with cash in my hands. Jack and Corrine were talking. Jack's eyes were going from her chest to her eyes. Alright then dick head.  "Oh hi El" Corrine smiled and turned toward me. "Hi" I smiled fakely. I stuffed the money in my bag and walked out. I ended up in the room where I first met all the guys. It was dark and smokey but I could see their faces. That was the first time I met Nate. He seemed like a douche but he turned out to be one of my best friends. I plopped down in the middle of the couch. I smelt like weed and tequila. Yup, Nate as fuck. 

"Hey, wheres Jack?" Sammy asked as he peeked in the doorway. "Dressing room, with Corrine" I lean back and roll my eyes. "Oh.. can I sit?" He slowly walked into the room and I nodded. I sighed. "I miss Nate" I leaned my head on Sammy's shoulder. "Yeah, me too" Sammy said. "This couch smells like him" He chuckled. I smiled. "Weed" we both said and laughed. Jack soon came in. "Hey" I nodded at him. "What's up" He sat down. His hair was a little messy but I ignored it. "Imma go get a drink" I get up and exit the room. "What's wrong with her?" Jack asked Sammy. "I don't know, shit, you did decide to hang out with Corrine; ALONE. Not suspicious at all" Sammy said. "You're alone with her all the time" Jack fired back. 

"Hm, but I've also never cheated on my girl the moment were not together." Sammy shrugged and got up. Jack clenched his jaw. I came back with a drink in my hand. "What'd I miss?" I glance between them. Sammy looking smug and Jack looking angry. "Nothing, sit with me baby" Jack patted the seat next to him and I sat down, leaning into him. Sammy scoffed and walked out. "Really, what just happened." I took a sip of my drink. "I asked if you were mad and he basically implied I did something with Corrine because I was alone with her" Jack said and waited for my reaction. "Oh, alright" I tensed up a bit. "I didn't" Jack confirmed.

"Well your eyes were glued to her boobs but" I shrug. "It wasn't like that, I wasn't even paying attention" Jack shook his head. "I guess" I sip my drink again. "Plus, even if it was, you've never looked at another guy?" Jack looked me in the eyes and raised an eyebrow. "Not at their boobs" I grinned. He chuckled and kissed me. "I love you princess" He grabbed my hand. "I love you too, I gotta go perform. Make sure to watch" I got up and went to do my next performance. By the time I was done it was around 11 PM so Jack and I decided to head out. I grabbed my bag after I changed and we hopped in Jack's car. "Wanna get something to eat?" Jack asked. "Yes please" I nodded and we drove to In N Out. 

We ordered and sat down. Jack pulled out his phone and took a picture of me. "Hey, no, I'm a mess" I tucked some hair behind my ear. "No, it's cute" He smiled and put it on his snap chat story. By the time we finished it was 12:13 AM. When we got home our door was already open. "What the hell.." I mumbled. When we came in Madison was sitting on the couch. "Jack, babe, we need to talk." she smiled. "About?" we slowly walked in. "The baby, child support, visting rights" she shrugged. "At 12 AM?" I raised an eyebrow. She nodded. "I know what you did Madison" Jack rolled his eyes. "What?" She looked confrused. "You tore the condom on purpose so you'd get pregnant" He said. I could tell he was angry. "W-wait, no, w-" Madison stuttered. "It's still yours. I know you want to be in it's life." She finally said. 

Jack just rushed her out. "She's right" Jack sighed as we sat down. "I want to be in the baby's life". He seemed conflicted. I sighed. "Yeah, I-" I nodded and walked down the hall and into Jack's room. I chnaged into one of his shirts and grabbed a blanket out of the closet. "What are you doing?" He sighed as he walked in. "I'm sleeping on the couch" I shrug, my face emotionless. "No, you're not" He said. "Yeah, I am" I took a pillow off his bed and went out to the living room. "Baby, stop being like this" Jack followed me out. "Like what?" I snapped. 

"Angry" He grabbed my wrist and I yanked away. There was his hand print on my skin. My eyes widened a bit at that. His jaw was clenched and he was staring at me instead of my arm. I bit the inside of my mouth and stomped into the living room. "Stop the bull shit! I'm tired of you not trusting me" Jack yelled to me. "Maybe it's hard to trust you after you cheated on me!" I yelled back and threw the blanket and pillow on the couch. "I thought we were passed that!" He said, frusterated. "No, Jack. I'm not" I sat down and glared at him. "Don't give me that look" He rolled his eyes. "Don't tell me what to do!" I argued. I got up and started walking away.

Suddenly I was pushed against the wall. My arms pinned by my head. "Stop arguing with me" Jack said. He had a different look in his eyes. "Tell me what to do one more time Gilinsky, see what happens" I clenched my jaw in anger. He pushed me harder against the wall. "Let me go" I demanded. "No, not until you agree to stop having trust issues" He rolled his eyes. "Not how it works, asshole" I spat. We have never argued like this, but I haven't been this angry in awhile. 

"I'm an asshole?" He chuckled and let go before pushing me back. That's when I broke. I started crying as my head hit the wall. They weren't normal tears, they were bitter and exasperated. I slid down the wall and let the tears fall down my cheeks. "I-" Jack began, anger leaving his face. "I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean-" his mouth was open as he realized what was happening. "You're n-n-not" I hicupped. "No, baby, fu- I- I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. I was just angry" He let his body drop to my level and tried to hug me but I flinched. I could see his heart break. I knew hurting me physically was the last thing he'd want to do. 

"I'm sorry too" I sniffed and wiped my tears. "Can I hug you" He said lowly. I nodded and he wrapped his arms around me. "I should've been more understanding. This is hard for you too" He mumbled. "It's okay Jack" I sighed and shed a few more tears before sitting up. "I should go to sleep." I stood up and he did too. "In my bed?" He asked. "No.. the couch" I pushed some hair out of my face. "Oh, alright" He said sadly and we went our seperate ways. 

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