"Why are you here? You're not supposed to be here!" Estella sobbed.
"I...I just came for a physical. I'm sorry." I didn't know what to say, she looked so genuinely upset. "Do you...want to talk...maybe?" I tried to suggest. It wasn't like our confrontations had been exactly friendly in the past, but I couldn't just leave her like that.
"With you? You think I'm going to talk to you about this?" She snapped.
"I know we never really got along considering the circumstances-"
"Yea the circumstance that you were screwing my boyfriend behind my back." She snarled. I was trying to honestly be nice to her in a tough time and she was attacking me!
"Okay one, I never slept with Riker all we had were a couple of innocent feeling while you were dating nothing ever happened, but you hooked up with one maybe more, of Riker's crew members while you guys were in a relationship. What sucks is that I was trying to be nice to you, I get what it feels like to think the world has betrayed you, but if you want to hold on to the past then fine. Whatever!" I stood up to go find a different seat away from her, I had enough of her drama a long time ago.
"Wait! I'm sorry. Please I'm scared and when I'm scared I lash out it's a defense mechanism or something." I sat back down only for her to look at me with an extreme amount of fear in her eyes. "You can't tell anyone!" Tears formed in her eyes again, and one fell as she spoke once more. "It'll ruin me." I sighed.
"I wont tell anyone I promise. How far a long are you?"
"Um...four months." She looked down at the ground like she felt shame about those words.
"Wow." I just sat there in that awkward waiting room chair in shock, waiting for her to maybe say something else.
"I denied it for a while, but I just realized that I can't deny it anymore. I've been wearing baggy clothes trying not to show, but that's a pretty hard uphill battle." I really felt for her, I'd hate to be in her situation it must be so hard."
"You don't have to tell me, but do you know who the father is?" I asked.
"I have a pretty good idea." She sniffled.
"Have you told him yet?"
"No. I don't think I should."
"He may want to know. I'd want to know if I were him, but that's your call."
"RIAN ERIKSON" A nurse wearing purple scrubs with white polka dots all over them called my name. I stood up and looked back over at Estella.
"Hey if you need anything don't be afraid to ask!" I offered. Estella nodded.
"Thanks."
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"Riker I have to tell you everything!" I spoke as I burst into the kitchen. Riker was eating a sandwich, sitting on a chair next to the little island counter they had. I couldn't bare to hold it in much longer. After everything I just heard I was in shock. I needed to tell him. Everything was fine expect that Ross was coming into the room.
"What's going on here. Secret relationship couple-y things." He smirked.
"Where did all the others go?" I asked.
"They're all at the new house sorting things." Riker popped in.
"Well then could I talk to you for a second?" I asked, and as Riker was getting up Ross spoke up.
"Its cool I know when to leave a room." He smirked. "Don't get too crazy you two wouldn't want anyone finding out!" He spoke with a wink. I pulled a chair up to the opposite side of the island sitting across from Riker. Before Ross even fully departed I started with the details.
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You're My Music - A Riker Lynch FanFiction
FanficRian Erikson flips over her life to pursue her dream, but whats she finds along the way is very different than the life she started out with. She finds out music is much more than a melody. Preview: "What's your music?" Riker enquired. I giggled. "M...