All I Am

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Where I stand where I walk is somewhere I do not know

I know that the walls of this building hold my memories

I am losing control on my memories

This is all I am an broken doll with a fractured and tarnished skin

My honesty is drowning within the blood of freedom

I walk the floors of a home I do not remember

I am not who I am - instead I am all I am able to be

There are ghosts within my mind telling me that all I see is lies

That I am fooled into believing I will survive all the pain in my mind

I look to the sun and the blue of my eyes sparkle with rainbows

My tear drops balance on the lashes that surround the azure blue of my eyes

I see people stare as I turn in blind circles within the maze of life

Lies so beautiful in their truth try to tempt me into destruction

Denial that I am going to live through this pain keeps me from letting them lead me away

I am trapped in a perfect circle of insanity and broken calm

Save me from within, destroy my soul set me free

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