Michael Cliffords Rebel Sister

18:

April

The rest of school went by fine apart from a small fight I had with taylor but luke broke it up.

Mike was supposed to pick me up today but I've been here nearly an hour. Rrrrr.

"April do you want a ride?" Alex asks.
"Sure Mikes probably busy" I say.

He chucks me a helmet and I hop on the back of his matt black motorcycle. I wrap my arms around his waist and hold on.

We have one more week left before christmas break. And it's only Wednesday today.

"Babe" I pout once we get to my place.
"Can you stay" I ask.

"For you" he smiles.
Alex and I hop off his bike and go inside.

When I open the door I see michael, luke, cal and ash playing video games.
Then taylor and cindy.

Why Is she here. Why are they here. Fuck.

"Mike where we're you" I say.

"Sorry I forgot I had to get cindy from the airport." He says casually.

"And why is she here" I say.

" omg April that happened months ago just forget about it" he says.

"Wow" I sigh.

"Come on alex let's go" I say.

We make our way to my room and sit on my bed.

"Hey do you still have the extra weed I gave you last week?" I ask alex.

"Oh I have other stuff too" he says.

"Show me" I smirk.
He pulls out a small bag of weed some beer and two pills.

"Where did you get the pills?" I ask.
"My dad" he smirks.

We swallow the pills with beer taking turns.
Then I roll some weed. I'm not breaking any promises because I never made any.

Mikey

We were all playing on the xbox when I smelt smoke. She better not be smoking.

"Hey guys do you smell that" I ask.

"Yeah it smells like weed" luke says.

I rush up the stairs and burst through April's door.

Her and some random guy are both smoking weed.

"You said you fucking wouldn't" I shout.

Then she starts giggling.
"Are you high?" I ask in disgust.

"You fucking are aren't you"

"No I swear I'm not" she giggles.

"Alex get out" luke sighs.

"Ha bye babe" he tells April.
What the fuck?

"Nooooooo kiss" April pouts.

Then they kiss. Okay what's going on.

'Alex' leaves then it's just me luke and April up here.

"What the hell is wrong with you" I scream.

She stays silent.

" haven't you learned anything from the other night?" I ask.

"Hey I never promised anything" she spits.

"You said you'd try" I shout.

"Get out" she whispers.

"No I want an explanation" I push.

"Well I give up. I'll probably take everyones advice and die. Because that's what they want. Especially that slut you bring here." She says.

And before I have time to think I slap her. Luke looks stunned and she just nods.

April

He slapped me . I nod my head and run to the bathroom. I push a set of draws infront of it after double locking the door.

I hear banging from the other side of the door.

I hear ash and cal yelling at michael and luke yelling for me.

Why? He hates me.

I reach for a razor and think for a few seconds. I've been clean for a while do I really wanna do this.

Then the voice comes back.

Wasn't being slapped enough.

Do it.

Slice the pain away.

Do it.

I shakily take the metal between my fingers and press down.

I drag the blade along my wrist and smile at the red stream of pain dripping away.

I grab my phone and text alex.

April-💀
Alex-❤

💀 - I can't handle anymore. Goodbye I love you xx

❤- no babe don't do anything I'll be there. I love youxx

I make more cuts on my stomach when I hear alex.

He knows I cut but he thinks I stopped.

"April please open the door I love you. Please." He begs.

"Babe I need you. Please." I can hear his voice brake.

I twist the lock and he rushes through the door.

I get tackled into a hug bye alex and let silent tears fall onto his shoulder.

" I've got you. Sh sh" he whispered into my hair.

He pulls away and gulps at the sight of my wrists.

"W-wait there's more" I hic up as he wraps a bandage around my arms.

I lift my shirt and see a tear fall from his eye.

He lifts me out of the bathroom and I see cal and ash.

We go down stairs after the three boys wrap me up.

" I love you guys" I whisper.
"We love you too" ash says.
They each give me a hug and I say goodbye to alex.

"Baby I know you hate making promises but please for me try to stop cutting." He smiles sadly.

"Okay" I whisper as he Hugs me.

After he leaves I cuddle with ash and cal on the couch falling asleep shortly after.

Sorry for not updating yesterday my evil dad took my phone. I hate him.