Michael Cliffords Rebel Sister

33: scared.

April

I woke up alone on the couch where's mikey? I started to panic.

I shot up and called for my brother in a shaky voice.

"M-mikey" I called out.

I walked to the kitchen and saw a sticky note on the fridge.

To April

Cal, ash and I went to the store to get some more food. Luke is there so don't worry he'll take care of you.
I didn't tell the guys what happened because I didn't know if you wanted me too.

Luv ya bby sis

Michelle 😂

I was panicking and clueless as to why my brother called himself Michelle.

Oh well.

I was really panicking now that I didn't have mikey and luke might hurt me.

My breathing quickened and soon I fell to my knees.

I felt tears fall from my eyes and made muffled sobs.

I need michael.

I reached for my phone and clicked on his contact name.

"Please pick up" I sobbed.

On the last ring he picked up.

"April" he asked.

"M-mikey I n-need you" I sobbed.

"April what's going on" he asks worry laced through his words.

"I need you I-I can't breathe" I sobbed.

"Where's luke go get him, we'll be home in a minute" he says.

"No" I almost scream " I-I need you" I cry.

"Okay I'll be there."

Right as he said that the bus door opened and 3 worried boys rushed over to me.

I clung to michael and tried to catch my breath, but nothing was working.

"April, listen to me, I need you to calm down and take deep breathes. Can you do that? " Mikey says.

I just nod my head and take a deep breath.

10 minutes go by and my breathing is normal and my sobs have stopped.

"What happened" ash asks.

"She had a panic attack" mike awnsered.

"But why we've left her alone before?" He says.

"Something happened last night" michael mumbled.

"What happened" cal asked.

" a m-man he tried to r-rape me and take me somewhere, he ripped my top and started kissing me but I got away and ran back to alex and the guys." I said quietly.

"Thank god you're okay. We all love you a lot" ash smiled sweetly.

Luke

I heard it. I heard all of what she said.
Damn it she could have been raped because of me.

I only did those things to her because I wanted her to feel the pain I felt.

It's my fault she was attacked and she didn't even tell the boys I'm the reason.

I decided to talk to her and maybe apologise.

I walked into the room and saw that the guys were in the kitchen part.

"April can I talk to you" I ask.

I saw her hesitantly nod her head.

We walked to the back room and I pressed the door button.

I saw the fear and tears start to form in her eyes as she slowly backed away from me.

What the fuck have I done. Now she's scared of me.

"It's my fault isn't it" I say.

She looked at me confused.

"Last night, if- If I didn't hurt you yesterday you wouldn't have l-left and the thing from last night would never have happened" I stumble over my words.

"No, luke I walked out that door. You didn't make me, it's not you're fault if it's anyone's it's mine" she says quietly looking at the floor.

"Then why won't you look me in the eyes?" I question on the verge of tears.

"B-because I'm scared" she said looking up at me.

"Why, I know I hurt you and I shouldn't have done it, I just wanted to be even with you" I say as a tear slipped from my eye.

"But it hurt me more than anything because..... because.." she started.

"Because.. what?" I ask.

"Because I, I love you" she said then ran out of the door.

Ooh clifford hanger 😂 that was my auto correct. Cliffhanger .