Michael Cliffords Rebel Sister

39: sick?

April

After I got rid of my hangover I went and helped clean up since nial is a friend it would be rude to leave his house a mess.

Anyways that happened 2 weeks ago and I haven't talked to luke since.
He's still with lily and it turns out she's a bigger bitch than taylor.

Didn't think it was possible.

I've been in a really pissy mood since lily joined the tour.

It was 10 pm and she came into the kitchen part of the bus and tried to make a cake from scratch. She made a huge mess and then blamed it on me when the guys came back from the show.

Oh and of course they believe the innocent blonde.

Right now michael was trying to tell me jokes. I don't even know why.

"Knock knock."

"Go away mike I'm not in the mood" I say annoyed.

"C'mon knock knock" he repeats.

"It's open" I say then get up.

"Wow somebody's on their period" he shouts as I make my way to my bunk.

Come to think of it my period it late. Oh well sometimes it is.

I decided to go to bed as I didn't really like anybody at the moment.

Morning

I shot out of bed with an urge to vomit. I ran to the bathroom only to find that it was occupied.

So I ran to the bus door and threw up a few metres from the bus on to the pavement.

Great now I'm sick.

I was outside for a good few minutes before I came back in to brush my teeth.

When I was done with that I went to the back room and sat down.

"Are you sick" mikey asks.

"Yeah probably something I ate" I say.

"Ew. Lukey save me I can't get sick I'm to pretty" lilly screeches.

I wish kenya was here but she's a model so she had to go back to work.

"Hey can I tell you that joke now" mike asks.

"Go for it" I smile.

"Knock kno-" he starts.

"Hold that thought." I say as I feel the puke start up my throat.

I rush to the bathroom and clean up after myself once I'm done.

1 week later

I've been sick every morning since the time it started. I missed my period which was even wierder.

Then I remembered the night of my birthday.

Did luke use protection?
Am I pregnant?
What is gonna happen if I am?
Will he want a kid?

And that leads to now.

I was standing in the tour bus bathroom with three pregnancy test waiting for my results.

My phone timer went off and I looked at the tests.

Every single one showed positive.

And I was 1 month pregnant.

How the hell am I supposed to have a kid I'm 17 and can barely take care of myself.

What will luke want?
How will michael react?
Shit.

I dropped to the floor and started sobbing.

Then there was a knock.

"April are you okay?" Cals worried voice said through the door.

"Yeah I just thought about how MCR broke up that's all." I say trying to persuade him i was fine, when I was far from it.

"Okay" he says and I think he walked away.

I put the tests in the bin and dried up my tears.

On the bright side I guess it'd be cool to have a baby.

Later on that day

"April" I hear a worried michael shout.

"Yes" I reply.

"Could you come here"

"Sure?" I say then get up.

He was in the bathroom holding a positive pregnancy test.

Shit no.

"Are you pregnant?" He asks.
" pfft no. I'm 17 why would I be pregnant" I say nervously.

"Okay you're taking a test because I know that sound" he says.

"Pfft what sound" I say.

"The one you just said." He says sternly.

He came back 20 minutes later with a box of 3 more tests.

He handed me the box and told me to do what they said.

Once I was in the bathroom I started to panic.

Then I came up with an idea.

I pretended to use the toilet then when I was supposedly washing my hands I put some water on the sticks.

I came out and handed him the three tests.

Which said negative.

"Okay, good you had me worried there. I can't even imagine you with a kid" he giggles.

My heart sunk at his words.
He really thinks I can't take care of a kid.

What a great brother.

Now I need to try and tell luke. This is gonna be hard af.

I found him alone in the back room.

"Hey luke can I talk to you" I say nervously.

"Okay?" He said dragging out the A.

"you know the night of my party when we-" he cut me off there.

"What did I say about never bringing that up. If lily found out I cheated on her she'd dump me in a heart beat" he whisper shouts.

"She's a bitch anyway" I scoff.

"Don't speak about her like that. you're just a jealous bitch who can't get over the fact that we will never be together." He yells then slapped me in the face.

It stung but I'll get over it.

" Don't blame me when you don't know" I choke out through light sobs.

I got up and went to find my suit case.
I wrote a note saying goodbye to all the guys except luke.

While I was here I bought an apartment in San Francisco.
I was moving out anyway and had money from my covers on youtube plus all my savings.

I packed up all my things and left.

I didn't tell them where I went or where I will live.
It was meant to be a surprise but I guess it's a secret now.

I got to the airport and bought my ticket.

I waited at the gate then got on the plane.

ATL live in San francisco too but they're on tour in Sydney right now, they agreed to bring some of my stuff over here without mikey knowing.

I wish I could stay but I can't.
My tummy will start to grow and it will be notice able.

Plus I hate luke and his self centred ego and if he could slap me I don't know if he'd be safe around a baby.

So here you go😊 April is pregnant and nobody knows. The picture is her apartment in San Francisco.