Michael Cliffords Rebel Sister

40: she's gone!

Michael

"That was a awsome show guys" I cheer as we make our way to the bus.

In the middle of where ever you are the whole arena looked so beautiful and everybody had their lights in the air.

I can't wait to tell April. She always loved millions of stars and that's what it looked like.

We got on the bus and I went to grab a drink.
I sat on the couch and watched some tv since we go back on the road tonight.

I haven't heard from April since we got here.
I should probably check on her.

I got up the went to the bunks.

Her's was empty?

Where did she go she only just got back?

"Guys where's april" I call hoping for a response.

She can't have gone. Right?

I look up at her pillow and see a folded piece of paper.

I pick it up and unfold the scruffy note.

Dear michael, cal and ash.

I'm sorry that I left when I only just got here. I don't want to make you guys sad, I would never want to.
There are reasons I had to leave and I trust you'll let me go.

One day I will tell you guys why I left, but for now I probably won't see you for a while.
I didn't want to leave but stuff happened so I had no choice.

I won't be home in Sydney since I have also moved out. Please don't look for me. If you guys really love me like I love you all,  you will let me go...

I'm gonna really miss you guys.
Cal, ash you are like family to me and mikey.
And mikey, your the best brother in the world I could have never asked for better. You guys saved me from myself.

And I'm scared that if I stay I'll fall back into the past and I don't want to hurt you guys like I did before.

I feel like this is the best thing for me right now. So please don't contact or try to find me.

I love you guys so much and never doubt that.

April xx

She's actually gone and I don't know when I'll see her next.

"A-Ash cal come here" I stutter.

"What's wrong mike?" Calum asks confused.

"She....She's gone" I whisper.

"What where's april" he says.

"I don't. ...I don't know.... there's just this" I say handing them the note.

I watched as they read through her words and we were all quietly crying by now.

"I might never see her again." I whisper.

"NO. Mike NO. You will see April again we will find her" ash reassures me.

April

I got off the plane and went through all the airport stuff.

Wow I really did it.
I moved out and got away.

I pull out my phone and see numerous texts and missed calls.
I take it that they read the letter.

I turned my phone back off and slipped it into my pocket.

I had my car sent to San francisco too so I picked it up then drove home.

Wow I'm really going to MY home.

I pulled up infront of the building and carried my stuff up the stairs.

Most of my furniture was here already so I just had all my clothes to put away.

I'll probably have a few more chapters today since I'm out watching my brothers football match that I have no care for so I'll update. Xx