Desire {Christian Delgrosso Fanfiction}

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《"Aye, kitten, aren't you going to say 'hello' to your favourite person?" The arrogance that washed me over as I watched him frown and getting grumpy, the way he mocked me every time, Justin's voice reminding me that I should be nice to him, my sarcastic smiles to him, the smoke I would always blow to his face, my music that he used to hate, the style he disliked, his annoying-to-me attitude...

"You haven't changed at all..." His voice mocking me badly, my heart pounding harder as I was getting irritated.

"I want to ki-"

"Kill me..or kiss me?"

The confusion that made him blush and turn red and get upset. My desire to laugh out loud in front of his face, he wanted to be arrogant to me! Who? Me!

"I'll never figure out what's up with you two, to be honest!" Justin's irritated voice and my confused heart, wanting to express my feelings but not always being able to.

"(Y/N), I like you." The distant but always loved memory of him finally admitting that he had feelings for me no matter how many times he wanted to believe that he didn't. "I was jealous because you weren't mine."

"If this is a joke..." I've always doubted him, always thinking he was up to something.

"What do you mean you two are dating now!?" Justin seemed to not approve at all, his constant fear that he'd lose me if I'd get a relationship, his jealousy that tried to break us up.

"I'm here, baby, I got you." Christian's  tight hugs after my nightmares attacked in the middle of the night or early in the morning, his support to my mild depression and my anxiety, his love for me that mostly cured the darkest part of me that I thought I would never get rid of.

"Congrats, babe!" His presence at my college graduation, the support from my parents about him, the support from our friends.

The trips we went on, Miami, San Francisco, his everlasting love for travelling, the camping adventure that didn't go very well, his funny faces and reactions all the time that helped me through the day...his smiles, his laughter, his warm hugs, the genuine love in his eyes, his caring and supportive personality...

...all the sweet moments we shared, the teasing and laughing, the hugging and kissing, the tickling and crying, the travelling and eating, the drinking and relaxing, the music and dancing...

Oh, how I'd love to re-live all that...even the worst times because he was with me and that is all that matters to me.》