I've never been interested in parties before. I've never hung around those types of people. I've never been around drugs. I've never even gotten tipsy. I'm a junior in high school and I'm a fucking saint. I guess I've just never been interested.
Well, until now.
I've been having a lot of dreams about it lately. I always seem so happy, so carefree. I don't know how or where or with who, but I just want one night where I can just let myself go and not worry so goddamn much. I want to forget about being so broken. I want to forget that I am alone. I want to lose my head; I want to lose the ability to think straight because then maybe I'll stop thinking about you. When I watch movies of people drinking, they seem so much happier and so much more social. I want to be like that. Today, my sister's friend had a little too much to drink but he just seemed so alive. I want to be like that.
Take me to a place where I can forget. Take me to a place where you don't cloud every single thought I ever have. Take me to a place where I can be the me I was before I met you. Take me to a place where I don't know what it's like to be broken. Take me to a place where I can forget.
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Midnight Moments
Storie d'amoreThis isn't a story about love. Well, at least it doesn't look like it right now. It's just me. I don't think there's enough out there about what happens when that love ends. What does it look like to be raw and vulnerable? What does it feel like to...
