OF THE LIKE

VII. A PLEAD FOR MERCY

my heart is thumping out of my chest

and my limbs are liquid

fear in all of its glorification is taking over my body

i'm separated, a third point of view

watch it play out, fear taunts

this is you, yet it isn't

i cry i laugh i fumble with my words

but none of the ones that come out are the right ones

they don't do my emotions justice

it's wrong, it all is

but i don't know how to fix it

i don't knows how to prevent a downfall even when it's advancing in front of my eyes

help me help me help me

(please)

- A PLEAD FOR MERCY [ALTERNATIVELY NAMED: I'VE DEMATERIALIZED I'VE DEMATERIALIZED I'VE DEMATERIALIZED - 8.13.16]