Letters to Dan

2 • R

Dear Dan,

I talked to Holly tonight and honestly, I've never been happier.

We talked and I talked. Holly understood and helped me accept. We both said we shouldn't be romantic to each other anymore. We still love each other and will continue to live together, just as roommates. Honestly, Holly is the most amazing person in the planet. She said she'll help me in my journey with new love.

I don't really know why I've just realized what these feeling are, but I know I've had them for a while.

I don't know how I'll get him to fall for me. He's totally out of my league and anything I'll do with never make me deserve him. If this was high school, he'd be the football jock and I'll be the nerd in the corner - the two unimaginable together. But maybe there is hope, maybe this is a cliche movie and the nerd and jock end up together. But he's not a football jock so it's hard to imagine him like that. He's more... the sun. A beautiful thing that brightens everyone's life and has warmness rolling off of him. Just a glimpse of him in the cloudiness can make your day. I would be a scientist, observing him from afar and never able to come close enough to make contact. I could spend my whole life just trying to get closer but never succeed.

Im sorry I ranted, but I just know that I love him and he'll never love me back.

Barry is a beautiful person
-Ross