Letters to Dan

11 • A

Dear Dan,

We are about to leave

I'm nervous

Why am I nervous?

You were my best friend

You are my best friend

Right?

I miss you

I'm going to see your name in lights

I fucking miss you so much it hurts

I'm sorry I haven't been writing

I'm sorry

Are you disappointed in me?

I've been a terrible husband to Suzy

Husband?

I'm all messed up inside

I want you to come back Dan

I don't know how much more I can take

I'm drowning

What's going on?

I can't reach the surface

I'm going to see you

Can you help me up?

Or will you push me farther?

What's wrong with me?

I'm sad

I need you to come back Dan
-Arin